Not for the first time in his comparatively short life, Nicholas Kenyon
was able to put to the test his often boasted power of self-control. It
was his creed to accept everything that might happen to him, whether
good or bad, with equanimity. It was part of his training to allow
nothing to interfere with the routine of his day and the particular
scheme that he had worked out for himself. He was, however, utterly
unprepared for his father's death. Only the day before he had received a
very cheerful and amusing letter from the Earl of Shropshire which had
provided him with many quiet chuckles. When the blow came in that sudden
fashion it knocked him down and for an hour reduced him to the level of
an ordinary human being--of a man who had not specialized in
individualism and who did not set the earth revolving round himself as
its hub. Shut up in his bedroom he gave way to his real and best
emotions, the genuineness of which surprised him. He was a master
egotist--a superindividualist--the very acme of selfishness. Therefore,
odd as it may seem, he was somewhat ashamed of his deep feeling, because
it proved to him that one of the links of his carefully forged chain of
philosophy was weak. He defined the word philosopher as one who is
profoundly versed in the science of looking after himself.
As soon as Peter had left Kenyon's rooms, the new Earl of Shropshire
took himself in hand and "carried on" as they do in the Navy after
casualties, accidents and the issue of new orders. He continued to
arrange his photographs round the room. He considered that he might as
well make himself completely comfortable until the time came for him to
pack up again and leave the country. He called up Belle on the telephone
and had a little talk with her. He told her of his father's death and of
the fact that he would have to sail within the next twenty-four hours.
He listened with satisfaction to her cry of anguish, and arranged with
her to come to see him that evening. It appeared that she was engaged to
dine with some friends and go with them to hear Alfred Noyes read his
poems at the Æolian Hall. He insisted upon her keeping her engagement
and begged that she would come round to his rooms alone at eleven
o'clock.
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