Kenyon was not in the least touched by this appeal--only extremely
pleased, because it showed him that Belle was in the right mood to be
won. He put his hand on her round, white shoulder. "You must be brave,"
he said. "I know how you feel, but you must help me. Don't make things
more difficult than they are. I may be able to come back quite
soon,--who can tell?"
"I believe you're glad to go!" cried Belle.
Kenyon drew back. He wanted to make her feel that she had hurt him. He
succeeded.
In an instant, full of self-reproach, Belle was on her feet and in his
arms again. "What am I going to do without you? I almost wish you'd
never come into my life. I've been looking forward to your being here
the whole winter. How am I going to get through the days alone?"
A motor-car drew up at the house. Neither of them heard Dr. Guthrie's
voice giving a quick order to the chauffeur or recognized his step as he
passed upstairs on the way to see his friend, the Professor, on the
floor above, to whom he had been called by the landlady.
Presently, having turned out all the lights except a shaded lamp on the
table, Kenyon began to let himself go. He threw aside his characteristic
calmness and became the lover--the passionate, adoring man who was about
to be separated, under tragic circumstances, from the girl who was
equally in love. He threw aside his first intention of finessing Belle
into his bedroom on the plea of asking her to help him to pack. He
remembered that the old man above was ill and that the landlady and
others would be passing to and fro. This was distinctly annoying. He
was, however, a past-master in the art that he was at present pursuing
and set the whole of his mind on his opportunity. Belle was, naturally
enough, as putty in his hands and her despair at losing him made her
weak and pliable.
He sat down on the sofa and held Belle in his arms and kissed her again
and again. "I love you! I love you! I don't know--I can't think what I
shall be like without you," he said, bringing all his elaborate cunning
to play upon her feelings. "More like a man who's lost his arms than
anything; and we were to have come nearer and nearer this winter,
finding out all the best of each other and all the joy that it is to
love wholly and completely."
"Oh, don't go, don't go!" cried Belle, making a pathetic and almost
child-like refrain of the words, "I love you so! I love you so!"
Kenyon bent down with her until her head was pillowed on the cushions,
and kissed her lips and eyes. "You must love me, sweetheart, you must.
It's the only thing that I can turn to and count on now. Go on loving
me every minute that I'm away. I shall need it,--and before I go let me
have the precious proof of your love to store up in my heart. Give me
the priceless gift that is the only thing to keep me living till I come
back."
"Nicholas, Nicholas!" she whispered, with her young breasts heaving
against him. "I love you so! I love you so!"
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