Little Nellai, as she was called, was thrown on her own resources from
the moment that she could crawl out of the narrow kitchen door into the
patch of garden where potatoes grew and eager chickens played the
scavenger for odd morsels of food. Her eldest sister was her real
mother, and it was she who daily led her little brood of dirty-faced
children out into the beech forest which stood in strange silence behind
the cottage. The monotonous years slipped by one after another,
enlivened only by a death or a birth or a fight, or a very occasional
jaunt to the town in one of the farm wagons, perched up on a load of hay
or wedged in between sacks of potatoes. Little Nellai's pretty face and
fair hair very soon made her a pet of the lady at the big house, and it
was from this kind, but mistaken person, from whom she obtained the
seeds of discontent which at the early age of sixteen sent her into the
town as a "help" in the kitchen of a man who kept a garage. It was from
this place, on the main road to London, that Nellie Pope saw life for
the first time and became aware of the fact that the world was a larger
place than the little village perched up so near the sky, and caught the
fever of discovery from the white dust that was left behind by the cars
which sped to London one way, and to Oxford the other.
During this first year among shops and country louts, Nellie became
aware of the fact that her pretty face and fair hair were very valuable
assets. They procured her candies and many other little presents. They
enabled her to make a choice among the young men with whom to walk out.
They won smiles and pleasant words not only from the chauffeurs of the
cars which came into her master's garage to be attended to, but also
from their owners. Eventually it was one of these--more unscrupulous
than most--who, staying for a few days at the "Red Lion," carried Nellie
away with him to London, after several surreptitious meetings in the
shady lane at the back of the churchyard. There it was that she saw life
with very naked eyes, passed quickly from one so-called protector to
another, was taken to the United States by one of a troupe of gymnasts,
and then deserted. For two years she had been numbered among the night
birds who flit out after dark--a member of the oldest profession in the
world. There were, however, no moments in her life--hard, terrible and
sordid as it was--when she looked back with anything like regret at
those heavily thatched cottages which stood among their little gardens
on the side of the hills. She could put up with the fatigue, brutality
and uncertainty, the gross actuality of her present life, with courage,
cheerfulness and even optimism, but the mere thought of the deadly
monotony of that peaceful village, where summer followed winter with
inexorable routine, made her shudder. The first pretty frock which had
been given her by the lady of the big house had begun the work. The
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