Belle sat down, not quite sure how she would begin or of the sort of
reception that she would receive. She always felt rather uncouth in the
presence of this calm, self-assured, highly finished little sister of
hers. "Well," she said, "I have been through a sort of railway accident
and a good many of my bones seem to have been broken,--that's why I'm
here. I want to stop you, if I can, from going into the same train."
"I don't think I quite understand you."
"I don't suppose you do, my dear, but you shall--believe me." And then,
in the plainest English she gave Ethel the story of her relations with
Kenyon, without in any way sparing herself. And when she came to the
parting scene in Kenyon's rooms she painted a picture that was so strong
and vivid--so appalling in its proof of foolishness, that she made even
Ethel forget her complacency and sit with large, frightened eyes.
Then she got up and began to walk about. "I'm not a fool," she said,
"and this thing is going to teach me something. Also, I'm not a coward
and I've told you all this for a reason. You think that you're a very
wise little person, kiddie, but in reality you're no better than I am,
and just as sentimental and every bit as unwatched and as resentful of
guidance. Why are you here instead of being at school? You think no one
knows that. Well, I do. You're playing ducks and drakes with mother and
father and your education in order to have what we call a 'good time.'
You have shammed sickness so that you could have an adventure with the
boy next door."
"How d'you know that?" cried Ethel.
"Easily enough, my dear. I was told by the girl who used to bring your
thermos up to this room and who had caught you with the boy. Two days
ago she left to be married, but before she went she blurted out the
whole story. It wasn't for me to interfere then. I didn't much care, to
tell the truth,--in fact, I thought it was rather a good joke. I rather
admired you for the cunning way in which you had arranged everything. I
thought you were a good sport. I don't know how far it has gone, but I
hope to Heaven that you've not been quite so insane as I was. I'm not
going to tell mother or do the elder sister stunt, or anything of that
sort. I'm just going to ask you to chuck it all and go back to school
and play the game for a change, and to try to bear in mind that you owe
father and mother something,--a thing we all seem to have
forgotten,--and when you do go back, just remember--and always
remember--what I've told you about myself. We're very much alone, you
and I,--like two girls who are staying in a house with somebody else's
father and mother,--and so let's help each other and get a little
honesty and self-respect and see things straight. What d'you say, dear
little sister?"
Ethel got up, and with a complete breakdown of all the artificiality so
carefully instilled into her by her fashionable school, slipped into her
sister's arms and burst out crying.
XVII
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