"Yes, this! A great many of us choose it. It's the easiest way. That
shocks yer, doesn't it,--you who come from a comfortable home and whose
sisters 'ave everything they want. But, you listen to this and don't be
too fast to pass judgment. I was one of a big brood of unnecessary kids.
My father earned fourteen shillings a week by grubbing in the earth from
daybreak till sundown and my mother took in washing. We lived perched up
on a 'ill among a dozen dirty little cottages. What was the outlook for
me? Being dragged up with meat once a week and as a maid-of-all-work
down in the town, being ordered about by a drab of a tradesman's wife,
with not enough wages to buy a new 'at and a little bit of finery for
Sundays, and then be married to a lout who got drunk regularly every
Saturday night and made me what mother was,--a dragged, anæmic, dull
animal woman, working up to the time I 'ad a baby and working directly
afterwards,--no colour, no lights, no rush and bustle, no decent clothes
to put on, no independence. Yes, I chose it, and if I 'ad my time over
again I should choose it again. See! It's the easiest way. Oh, yes, we
die young and nobody knows where we're buried, but we've 'ad our day,
and it's the day that every woman fights for, the same as every man. Oh,
by the way, 'ere's your purse!" She pushed it over to Peter.
"My purse?" he said.
"Yes; don't you recognize it? It hasn't got so much in it as it 'ad,
because I was told to 'elp meself, and I did. I 'ave jotted down what I
'ave taken; 'ere's the account." She held out a piece of paper on which
Peter could see a list of spendings, which included a taxicab fare and a
nickel for telephoning. At the end of it there was an item entitled
"Fee, thirty dollars."
Peter shuddered. He pushed the remainder of the money back to her across
the table. "Please keep it," he said.
Nellie Pope laughed again. She was full of laughter. "I hoped you'd say
that," she said. "It'll come in mighty useful."
Peter felt in his pocket and took out his cheque-book. He looked about
and saw a bottle of ink and a pen on the dresser, with a piece of
dilapidated blue blotting-paper. Watched with peculiar interest and
excitement by Nellie Pope, he got up, went over to the dresser and
wrote a cheque. "Will you accept this?" he asked. "I wish I could make
it larger. But if it was ten times the amount it couldn't possibly cover
my gratitude to you. You've been awfully kind to me. Thank you, Nellie."
He held it out.
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