Graham, the self-imagined man of the world, who had picked up a large
collection of half-facts--as all the precocious do--but who, for all
that, or in spite of that, had walked into the trap set by Ita Strabosck
without the faintest perception of his danger, threw those words aside.
Everything would be right, he told himself, and if _he_ had been coming
out of Nellie Pope's apartment in the ordinary way and had overheard her
rival's loud comment, he would simply have shrugged his shoulders, like
the rest of the young men of his type and spirit, and knowing only the
tail end of the truth, told himself that all men take "chances" and that
the odds were largely in his favor. And what would this attitude of
puerile bravado have proved? That he and all the men like him were just
as much a menace to society from knowing the half-facts which did
nothing more for them than allow them to take "chances," as the men who
were wholly ignorant and so blundered blindly into tragedy.
To Peter, the words of the painted woman came as a finishing blow. In
his crass and culpable ignorance, into which Kenyon had flung one most
terrific fact, he came away from Nellie Pope not knowing whether he was
immune--not able to assure himself that he was safe. Think of it! Big
and strong as he was, he remained a mere child in the matter of plain,
necessary and urgent truths, and if ever a man knew himself for a fool
he was Peter Guthrie, as he drove home.
No less grateful to God than ever for having been assisted to go
through Harvard and Oxford clean and straight, he cursed himself for not
having sought out the facts of life,--not from grinning and salacious
arguments of half-informed young men, but from a proper source,--since
his father had not conceived it to be his duty to give them to him early
in his life. If Kenyon had not opened out a new and awful vista of
thought the night that he talked about Graham and Ita Strabosck, Peter's
ignorance, so jealously and mistakenly preserved, would have remained so
colossal that he would have gone home humiliated, but unworried. As it
was, this one thing at any rate--this one most awful thing--had sunk
into his mind, making him dangerously less ignorant but without proper
knowledge. He arrived home a prey, therefore, to the most hideous fear.
Luckily there were people dining with his father and mother. Belle had
gone out of town for several days, suffering from the shock of finding
out the truth about Kenyon, and Ethel had returned to school. Peter was
able to go up to his own room unnoticed.
Graham, whose loyalty and concern had been good to see, went up with him
and threw the suit-case into a corner.
"Gee!" he said, with a touch of emotion that he made no attempt to hide,
"but I'm glad you're home, Petey." It was many years since he had called
Peter by the name that he had gone by in the nursery. He seemed to have
come so close to his big brother during those recent hours.
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