Detective and mystery stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
He did not reply, looking beyond, deeply penetrated by all this humanity
that each moment receded farther from them, isolating them, lifting them
above the world into the loneliness of the skies. Her hand remained on
his arm unconsciously, but this weight so soft but yet so imperious
recalled him to himself. He thought no longer of what lay without. He
looked at her. She was trembling. He too felt the subtle, disturbing
restlessness of this dark that closed in about them, shutting out the
peopled world—this mood of the day that exerts over human beings such a
compelling desire.
She turned and looked at him. He could not see her face distinctly,
only the eyes—that seemed incapable of seeing all but this. Then
abruptly, brusquely, by the same mutual impulse, they were in each
other’s arms, straining to each other, their lips irresistibly closed
over each other, feeling themselves more and more wrapped around by this
soft darkness that had cast them up, enfolding their loneliness in the
great protective instinct of human love.
The room flared up brilliantly. She recovered herself the first,
drawing herself out of his arms, covering her face with fingers that
still throbbed with the agony of their embrace.
They could not look at each other, bewildered by the suddenness of what
had happened. She went past him hurriedly to the fireplace, sitting
down. He followed irresolutely, feeling his feet unsteady beneath him,
all the intellectual forces within him submerged, drunk, overthrown by
the sudden, delirious awakening of his senses, suddenly aroused by this
revelation of woman.
"What have we done? What was it?" she said breathlessly, without facing
him. "We are crazy, Teddy,—crazy!"
He came heavily to the other end of the fireplace, leaning on the
mantel, looking down at the woman who was no longer an indefinite
mystery of silks and colors, but a moving, living body that had stirred
in his arms.
"Teddy, we are crazy," she repeated. "What possessed us?"
"It is you who are crazy now," he said abruptly. "What is the use of
arguing? Those things are beyond us. It is over—it is settled. We had
nothing to do with it."
"No, no," she cried vigorously, jumping up. "It is not right. It isn’t
fair to you. We were swept off our feet."
"Thank Heaven, yes."
"But it’s impossible, it’s crazy—it’s senseless. I don’t want to marry,
I don’t want to fall in love. I want to be free—I must be free—I know
that—you know that. So what then?"
"What’s the use of arguing? It’s been settled for us."
"But it isn’t settled. I lost my head—you lost your head. We didn’t
know what we were doing. Marriage is impossible, absurd. I’m not a
woman to marry—you would be unhappy—don’t you see how ridiculous it is?
I think only of myself—my career—"
"What’s all that amount to—you love me and I love you. It’s always been
so—we’ve been fools and I didn’t know it."
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