Detective and mystery stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"Mr. Hargrave is a young dramatist," said Miss Charters, finishing the
document. "He’s coming to read some masterpiece to me. He wrote a
one-act piece three years ago that was very clever, and now, of course,
I can’t risk refusing to hear him—he might have a work of genius at
last. This is my fourth trial." She put the paper from her
impatiently. "I’m sorry."
He was displeased also at this sudden recall of the other life in her,
the world of the theater, which crowded the walls with its signed
photographs.
"I’ll telephone as soon as I know," he said, dissembling his irritation.
She went to the door with him, annoyed also at the interruption.
"I’m coming tomorrow," he said, and he held out his hand with a little
defiance.
She did not resent the assumption of right, still introspectively
puzzled at the new moods into which she had fallen. And, still pensive,
she said:
"Come."
Below, in the anteroom, he sent a look of antagonism and scorn at a
young man, a little extravagantly dressed, who carried a portfolio under
his arm with a sense, too, of irritation and pride.
*CHAPTER XIII*
When he had gone into the brisk air of the street, his mental vision
returned with the crispness of the night. He was astonished at what he
had said and done.
"But I am not in love—not in the least," he repeated. "Then what was
it?"
He was quite perplexed at perceiving the astonishing difference her
presence and her absence made in his attitude. He repeated to himself
quite seriously with a little wonder that, if he were in danger of
falling in love, he would be a prey to that disturbing emotion now,
absent as well as present.
"I am perfectly calm," he said, flourishing his cane. "Not in the least
excited. It’s very queer."
All the same, he returned to the interview, and recalled the incidents
without illusion. He comprehended now what he had not comprehended
then, the full significance of his offer of friendship—in fact, that it
was not an approach to friendship but to something very different, and
the relations which had now been established between them were those of
confidence and intimacy that lay on the borderline of great emotions.
"It’s very odd," he said, "I wish to be honest and open with her, and
yet I said what I don’t feel—suggested what I have not the least thought
of. I’ll be hanged if I understand it, unless she has the power to make
me believe in emotions that don’t exist,—Emma Fornez was right, she is
the type that provokes you. I must be very careful."
But one thing he did not perceive—that the city no longer oppressed him
with its bleak struggle and serried poverty, that he swung lightly over
the crisp pavements, breathing the alert and joyous air, that in him the
joy of living awakened, as the myriad lights awoke the city of the
night, the city rising from the fatigue of labor with its avid zest for
pleasure and excitement.
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