England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Gossip -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
The man Gabriel had been wakened once again from dreams. He was no
longer the transcendental lover, blind to the physical philosophy of the
sage in the street. Yesterday earth had been to him a primitive Eden
where no sin lurked in the glory of the opening year. All this was
changed as with the stroke of a wand. Purgatory had displaced paradise.
Where quiet valleys had stood bright with sunlight the man saw a deep
abyss steeped in gloom. There the satyr ran squealing after his prey.
Thence came the hot roar of the bacchanal, the canting of the hypocrite,
the whine of the miser scrambling for blood-stained gold. The din that
rose from the pit was as the hoarse discords of a great city. The breath
of it ascended like heavy smoke from some smouldering Sodom.
The revulsion was all the more forceful for its severe and savage
suddenness. It was enough for Gabriel to realize that he had sinned
against that code of expediency that governs in large measure all social
relationships. Empyrean sentiments appeared nebulous and flimsy beside
the granite orthodoxy of the bourgeois world. It was of little solid
advantage to turn from men to a higher judge for comfort and to fling a
declaration of innocence in the face of illimitable ether. What though
his thoughts were as white as the wing feathers of seraphs, these same
thoughts would be trampled in the mire before the world would deign to
surrender a verdict. It was the inevitable and mundane conclusion to
which the man was brought in the argument. The social laws were based
largely on physical considerations. Hence those who attempted to move in
a higher sphere under the guidance of a more spiritual morality were
doomed to misunderstanding and to speedy condemnation.
The result of this mental storm was that Gabriel found himself hounded
back from the open day into the more populous thickets of discretion.
Expediency compelled him to contradict in action his newly conceived
creed, to abandon his progressive banner at the first brush with the
past. Like a revolutionary leader backed by a myriad fine notions and a
hundred peasants armed with rusty carbines, he found himself impotent
before the massed armaments of social orthodoxy. He was muzzled and
disarmed by a single consideration, the consideration of a woman’s
honor. The world’s verdict and his own idealism were scaled one against
the other. Had self only been in the balance the dial might have
indicated the weightier worth of truth. As it was, he had too much heart
to play a Roman rôle. The times were jointed up too fast for him to
break them by the sacrifice of a woman’s name.
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