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The two women sat and looked into each other’s eyes, as though each were
striving to read the other’s thoughts. Judith’s arm rested on Joan’s
shoulder. She did not flinch from her or turn away.
Perhaps Joan felt the earnest searching of Judith’s eyes, eyes that
watched a brother’s honor. The fear of her condemnation grew great
within Joan’s heart, the dread that calumny had outpaced her here.
“Yes, I am Joan Gildersedge,” she said, speaking as though her breath
were short, with sharp pauses between each sentence; “you know all, yes,
don’t speak to me yet. Gabriel—Gabriel and I went away together; for
when they accused us falsely my father turned me from my home. Gabriel,
who is always noble, surrendered all for my sake, and we lived together
through those awful days. They said I ruined him; but no, no, it was not
I who ruined Gabriel, but those who lied and perjured the whole truth.
Gabriel was always noble, and he loved me, and I him.”
Judith swept out her right hand as though to clasp her, but Joan’s hand
put her back.
“Listen,” she said, still speaking breathlessly, “for I would have you
hear the whole. Gabriel and I—Gabriel and I hid ourselves in London and
tried to live as best we could. We had but little money, and no work
came. Soon we began to starve and starve, and in my anguish for him I
came here again to see my father, even that he might take pity on us and
give us help. But no; though he is dying, he turned me away with curses.
And that is why I sit here in the rain.”
There was a clear light in Judith’s eyes, like the light in a mother’s
eyes whose pride is perfected in her child. She set both her hands upon
Joan’s shoulders, held her at arm’s-length, and looked into her face.
“Joan Gildersedge,” she said.
“Judith.”
“Well did I know my brother’s heart; now I know also the full reason of
his great love. Were I a man, should I not love you even as Gabriel
loves? Come, you are my sister, and I am proud of it.”
Silently, while the wind whistled over the hedgerows, these two good
women looked long into each other’s eyes. The tears were dry upon Joan’s
cheeks, but on Judith’s lashes there were fresh tears. Bending herself,
she kissed Joan Gildersedge upon the mouth, held both her hands clasped
fast between her own.
“That men have lied,” she said, “I believe full well, since I have seen
you, I who am Gabriel’s sister. Yet is there not joy in such a grief as
this, since love has triumphed over wrong and pain?”
Joan looked at her, even as one who sees pure water bubbling in a desert
place.
“I had not thought that any could believe,” she said, “for the whole
world seems built upon distrust.”
Judith took the wet cloak from Joan’s shoulders. Her own gray coat was
dry, for she had sheltered from the showers under the trees. She gave it
to Joan and would not be rebuked therefrom.
“To London,” she said, “you must not go to-night.”
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