England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Gossip -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
“Perhaps because I never talk to any one. People only speak to me in
books. And one reads of so many gods—Zeus and Apollo, Allah and Christ,
Venus, and great Ormuzd. Some mysterious sorrow often seems to tantalize
my soul. All nature, the sea, the winds, yearn for something that can
never be, and my soul echoes them. I stretch out my hands blindly, as to
a dark sky. There should be power and light beyond, yet my heart gropes
under the dim stars. There is often great hunger in me, hunger that I
cannot satisfy. I yearn for something—what, I cannot tell. I wonder
what we live for?”
“Perhaps to die.”
“And then?”
“There men disagree.”
She mused a moment like a Cassandra.
“All men seem to disagree,” she said.
Probably another half-hour passed before the girl rose from the grass
with the consciousness of parting. Gabriel, soft-fibred pessimist, stood
beside her with an utter sense of unreality bearing upon his brain.
“Good-bye; I must go home.”
“And I, too.”
She flushed a very little and her eyes kindled.
“Do you know—” she began.
“Well?”
“I am feeling lonely for the first time in my life.”
Gabriel said nothing.
“You will tell me your name?”
“Yes. Gabriel Strong.”
“I like it.”
“And yours?”
“Joan Gildersedge.”
She made a step towards him suddenly and extended her hand.
“You may kiss it,” she said. “They did that in the old days.”
And then she left him.
But Gabriel rowed home slowly down the Mallan with his head bowed down
in thought. There were certain words of an old legend stirring in his
heart, and the girl’s eyes followed him.
“Now when Tristan and Iseult had drunk of the potion, Love, who never
resteth but besetteth all hearts, crept softly into the hearts of the
twain. But it was not wine that was therein, though like unto it, but
bitter pain and enduring sorrow of heart, of which the twain at last lay
dead.”
X
‟GABRIEL, dear,” said the Honorable Ophelia Gusset, looking up at her
fiancé from the blue shadows of her parasol, “you are very dull to-day;
I hope I am not boring you too utterly.”
The man standing by the garden-chair looked down at the face that belied
somewhat in its aggressive stare the mild method of the girl’s reproof.
“You are charming, and I—I am gauche.”
“But why?”
“These functions always make me melancholy. I begin moralizing the
moment I am one of a crowd, an egotistical habit of mine. Please ignore
my cynicism.”
“Cynicism, indeed!”
“Well, you see, dear, this sort of affair is such a revulsion. When one
has been elemental for an hour or two, these social inanities rather try
one’s patience. I detest turning myself into a species of orthodox
dummy, wound up to spout commonplaces to equally commonplace people.
Laugh me out of it with those eyes of yours.”
The girl’s mood was not all for peace on the instant. Where a woman does
not understand, she waxes querulous, especially if the enigma touches
her heart.
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