England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Gossip -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
Restless visions glimmered in his brain. He saw himself and his own
being circled in fire that fed upon his manhood. A girl’s face haunted
him; her voice played through the moonlight. He beheld a figure radiant
with a divine womanliness moving within the coil of sin and squalor, the
sordid earthliness of an unlovely life. Forgotten chivalry had stirred
his manhood like some ghostly trumpet-cry out of the past. He breathed
out aspirations to the stars, dreams fair and impossibly pathetic. Joan
Gildersedge! Joan Gildersedge! To dare, to suffer, to liberate, to love!
Life born of sacrifice! Divine passion instinct with the inevitable
yearnings of the soul!
The castle clock chimed midnight. In the echoing silence that ensued,
sundry quick-snapping chords struck from a mandolin startled his
abandonment. He stood up half wearily, passed a hand over his forehead,
stared into space. Again the summons sounded from a neighboring
casement. The man moved to and fro in the shadowy room like a soul that
paces the darkened chamber of the flesh. Pierced by a sudden flashing
pessimism, he moved to the door, opened it noiselessly, stepped out,
turned and withdrew the key. Moonlight flooded from a large lancet
window into the long gallery. And was this life! To sow unto corruption,
to surrender the spirit to the dominion of the senses! Gabriel
shuddered, but obeyed.
XI
FOR several days a morbid dejection had possessed the heavens, and
clouds pressed gray and ponderous from over the sea. Rain had fallen
perpetually, beating the beauty from the flowers, weighing down the
foliage. A chill atmosphere had swept like the breath of an ice giant
into the radiant loggias of summer. The wind never rested. It moaned and
imprecated, pleaded and besought, broke forth into wild gusts of
desperate blasphemy. The trees whispered together like shivering and
misty ghosts before the gates of death. Their dim arms gesticulated in
the rain. Their green bosoms stirred with a troubled breathing, impotent
and piteous.
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