England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Gossip -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
A SPIRIT of unrest had fallen upon Gabriel Strong, a passionate
discontent crying like a wild, prophetic voice out of the future. He was
oppressed by numberless forebodings; his own heart piped dismally a
traitorous refrain. A flippant levity served to cheat the curiosity of
numberless excitable neighbors. Even John Strong believed his son to be
in most excellent fettle and thoroughly enamoured of so passionate a
bargain.
Judith, seraph of the pearly brow, had questioned her brother out of the
deep tenderness of her love for him. Evening stood golden-bosomed in the
west and a glimmering silence covered the world. The two were wandering
over the Saltire lawns, swaying slowly side by side under the black
arches of the yews and cedars.
Gabriel’s words had failed to satisfy the girl’s soul. Her doubts had
found an echo in his brain; his desire for sympathy quickened his
unrest. Stirred by the dogged melancholy that held him, she broke forth
into an appeal, ardent as her heart’s blood, wistful as the wild music
of a wind.
“For God’s sake, Gabriel,” she said, “play the man. What is the smart of
a month compared to the misery of years. If you perjure yourself, you
will do much to slay two souls.”
The man boasted an artificial strength that spoke with facile scorn.
“I am as happy as I can expect to be in this world,” he argued. “I have
given up heroics, and intend to see things as they are. It is an error
to meditate over one’s psychical inconsistencies. Always ask yourself
whether you are happy, and you are doomed to be miserable.”
Judith was not the woman to be deluded with sophistry. She had
convictions—convictions that could not live on air.
“You know very well whether you are happy or not,” she said.
“I have never arrived at any such conclusion since I began to think,
eight years ago.”
“A soul never attains to happiness by theorizing.”
“Possibly not. The mind of the thinker is always daring storm and
shipwreck. Mentally I am a species of Raleigh, ever promising myself an
El Dorado, a dream that other people always quash. I find my friends the
surest iconoclasts of my ideals.”
Judith halted under the great cedar; green grass stretched brilliant at
her feet; the western sunlight shone upon her face.
“Your very words betray you. You are flippant.”
“Men are often flippant when they are most in earnest,” he answered her.
“Little woman, you create moral problems unnecessarily.”
Judith withstood him, gracious and beautifully eager.
“I will ask you a simple question,” she said. “Would you be happier if
at this moment you were free?”
He hung his head and looked into the gloom of the trees.
“No one is free from the cradle. We are beset by eternal obligations.”
“You prevaricate.”
“Life is one long obligation. I only maintain the inevitable.”
“Gabriel, break off this alliance.”
The man laughed, half cynically, yet with a wistful scorn.
“There are many things you do not understand,” he said.
“Reconsider it.”
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