England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Gossip -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
The man leaned back against the panelling with a saddened sense of
peace. The antique yet fragrant flavor of the room floated upon him,
redolent of the past. There was infinite magic in the girl’s gentle
masterfulness, and her words had set his heart hurrying. If this old
house was only his own home, and Joan his wife, golden emblem of
womanhood moving like sunlight in dark places! He played with the
phantasm as a poet dallies with a splendid dream.
When Joan came back to him she came like the damsel of vision, gracious
and adorable. She had loosed her hair upon her shoulders; there were red
wind-flowers in the bosom of her creamy blouse; a belt of silver-work
topped the smooth sweep of her olive-green skirt. Yet there was a tired
look upon her face, as though she were keeping something hid within her
heart. She sat down on a little tapestry-covered sofa, with her face
towards the window.
“My father is asleep,” she said, with a pensive stare. “He is growing
very weak and feeble. I have another woman to help me. I think she was
hewn out of granite. Are you better now?”
“Yes,” he said, leaning back against the wainscoting and watching her
face with a melancholy pride. “It is very restful here; I breathe the
air that moves about you, and am at peace. You, too, look tired.”
Her face clouded suddenly, and there was a pathetic regret upon her lips
that would have been piteous had not her gray eyes shone so bravely.
“It is my father,” she said. “I do not mind your knowing; it is a kind
of nightmare to me. I do all that I can for him, and that seems little.”
“He is ill?”
“He is killing himself day by day.”
For the moment Gabriel found nothing to say to her, for fate shackled
him. He would have given much to have been able to throw his manhood at
the girl’s feet like an honest sword. But that same sword was rusted to
its hypocritic sheath. He could but protest with his lips, pay verbal
homage.
“This must be a heavy burden for you,” he said, presently.
“It is my duty.”
“You do not complain.”
“That were graceless,” she said, “and yet I do not know what I should do
if I had not the thought of you ever with me.”
Their solitude was broken by the woman, Mrs. Primmer. Her face was hard
and calculating. There was a certain critical vigilance in her eyes that
made Gabriel restless. He felt that the woman was watching him almost
like a spy, and that her verdict in no wise flattered the spirituality
of his mission. Mrs. Primmer’s morality had been baked in a mould of
clay. Charity had escaped in the process. Greed and self-satisfaction
were lined and graven about her mouth.
Mrs. Primmer’s fingers lingered long over the table. She had a
discordant habit of clattering and fidgeting with the china. She stole
side glances the while at the man seated in the window recess.
“Has that woman been long with you?” Gabriel asked, when the door had
closed again.
“A few months.”
“I suppose she is intensely respectable?”
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