"All that night, however, my father tried to tell me something. His
speech was almost absolutely incoherent, but several times I caught the
sound of words like 'notebook' and explain.' But I could make nothing of
it. In the early morning another stroke took him, and he passed away
very quietly in my arms.
"I can scarcely bear, even now, to recall the days that followed. After
the funeral, I retired very much into myself and saw almost no one. I
felt cut off and abandoned by all humanity. I did not know where my
brother was, could not even communicate with him about the death of our
father. Had he been in the Union Army I would have inquired. But the
glimpse I had had that night of his rebel uniform was sufficient to seal
my lips forever. There was no one in the village whom I knew well enough
to discuss any such matters with, nor any remaining relative with whom I
was in sympathy. I could only wait for my brother's return to solve the
mystery.
"But my brother never returned. In all these years I have neither seen
him nor heard of him, and I know beyond doubt that he is long since
dead. And I have remained here by myself like a hermit, because I feel
that the shame of it all has hung about me and enveloped me, and I
cannot get away from it. Once, a number of years ago, an old village
gossip here, now long since gone, said to me, 'There was something queer
about your father and brother, now wasn't there, Miss Camilla? I've
heard tell as how they were "Rebs" on the quiet, during the big war
awhile back. Is that so?' Of course, the chance remark only served to
confirm the suspicions in my mind, though I denied it firmly to her when
she said it.
"I also found to my amazement, when I went over the house after all was
over, that many things I had loved and valued had strangely disappeared.
All the family silver, of which we had had a valuable set inherited from
Revolutionary forefathers, was gone. Some antique jewelry that I had
picked up abroad and prized highly was also missing. But chief of all,
my whole collection of precious porcelains and pottery was nowhere to be
found. I searched in every conceivable nook and cranny in vain. And at
last the disagreeable truth was forced on me that my father and brother
had sold or disposed of them, for what ends I could not guess. But it
only added to my bitterness to think they could do such a despicable
thing without so much as consulting me.
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