The Smuggler: A Tale. Volumes I-IIIJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Smuggler: A Tale. Volumes I-III
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
England -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Kent (England) -- Fiction; Smugglers -- Fiction
through the bushes, I came near; and then I saw that Radford was
kneeling by Clare's side with an inkhorn in his hand, which, with his
old tradesmanlike-habits, he used always at that time to carry about
him. He was writing busily, and I could hear Clare speak, but could
not distinguish what he said. The state of my mind, at that moment, I
cannot describe. It was more like madness than any thing else. Vain
and foolish is it, for any man or any body of men, to argue what would
be their conduct in trying situations which they have never been
placed in. It is worse than folly for them to say, what would
naturally be another man's conduct in any circumstances; for no man
can tell another's character, or understand fully all the fine shades
of feeling or emotion that may influence him. The tale I am telling
you now, Edith, is true--too true, in all respects. I was very wrong,
certainly; but I was not guilty of the man's murder. I never intended
to fire: I never tried to fire; and yet, perhaps, I acted, afterwards,
as if I had been guilty, or at all events in a way that was well
calculated to make people believe I was so. But I was mad at the
time--mad with agitation and grief--and every man, I believe, in
moments of deep emotion is mad, more or less. However, I crept out of
the wood again, and hastened on, determined to leave the man to the
care of Mr. Radford, but with all my thoughts wild and confused, and
no definite line of conduct laid out for myself. Before I had gone a
mile, I began to think what a folly I had committed, that I should
have joined Radford at once; that I should have been present to hear
what the man said, and to give every assistance in my power, although
it might be ineffectual, in order to stanch the blood and save his
life. As soon as these reflections arose, I determined, though late,
to do what I should have done at first; and, turning my steps, I
walked back at a quick pace. Ere I got half way to the top of the hill
which looks down upon the wood, I saw Radford coming out again on
horseback; but I went on, and met him. As soon as he beheld me he
checked his horse, which was going at a rapid rate, and when I came
near, dismounted to speak with me. We were then little more than
common acquaintances, and I had sometimes dealt hardly with him in his
different transactions; but he spoke in a friendly tone, saying, 'This
is a sad business, Sir Robert; but if you will take my advice you will
go home as quickly as you can, and say nothing to any one till you see
me. I will be with you in an hour or so. At present I must ride up to
Middle Quarter, and get down men to carry home the body.' With a
feeling I cannot express, I asked, if he were dead, then. He nodded
his head significantly, and when I was going to put further questions,
he grasped my hand, saying, 'Go home, Sir Robert--go home. I shall say
nothing about the matter to any one, till I see you, except that I
found him dying in the wood.
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