The Smuggler: A Tale. Volumes I-IIIJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Smuggler: A Tale. Volumes I-III
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
England -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Kent (England) -- Fiction; Smugglers -- Fiction
The powers by which volition acts upon the mind, and in what volition
really consists, are mysteries which have never yet, that I have seen,
been explained. Yet certain it is, that there is something within us
which, when the intellectual faculties seem, under the pressure of
circumstances, to lose their functions, can by a great effort compel
them to return to their duty, rally them, and array them, as it were,
against the enemy by whom they have been routed. Edith Croyland made
the effort, and succeeded. She had been taken by surprise, and
overcome; but now she collected all the forces of her mind, and
prepared to fight the battle over again. In a few minutes, she became
calm, and applied herself to consider fully her own situation. There
were filial duty and tenderness on one side--love and a strong vow on
the other. "He has gone to tell Mr. Radford that I have consented,"
was her first distinct thought, "but his having mistaken me, must not
make me give that consent when it is wrong. Were it myself alone, I
would sacrifice all for him--I could but die--a few hours of misery
are not much to bear--I have borne many. But I am bound--Good God!
what an alternative!"
But I will not follow her thoughts: they can easily be conceived. She
was left alone, with no one to counsel, with no one to aid her. The
fatal secret she possessed was a bar to asking advice from any one.
Buried in her own bosom, the causes of her conduct, the motives upon
which she acted, must ever be secret, whatever course she pursued.
Agony was on either hand. She had to choose between two terrible
alternatives: on the one hand a breach of all her engagements, a few
years, a few weeks, perhaps, of misery, and an early death--for such
she knew must be her fate: and, on the other, a life, with love
certainly to cheer it, but poisoned by the remembrance that she had
sacrificed her father. Yet Edith now thought firmly, weighed,
considered all.
She could come to no determination. Between two such gulfs, she shrank
trembling from either.
The clock in the hall, with its clear, sharp bell, struck three; and
the moment after, the quick sound of horses' feet was heard. "Can it
be my father?" she thought. "No! he has not had time--unless he has
doubted;" but while she asked herself the question, the horses stopped
at the door, the bell rang; and she went on to say to herself,
"perhaps it is Zara. That would be a comfort indeed, though I cannot
tell her--I must not tell her all."
The old Hindoo opened the door, saying "Missy, a gentleman want to see
you--very fine gentleman."
Edith could not speak; but she bowed her head, and the servant,
receiving that token as assent, turned to some one behind him and
said, "Walk in, sir."
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