Next morning when she came to feed him Reivers angrily reached for the
bowl. He was stronger than the day before, and he held his hands forth
without trembling.
“There’s no need of your feeding me by hand any longer,” said he. “I
assure you I’ll enjoy my food much better alone than I do with you
feeding me.”
The girl seated herself at the bunk-side, holding the bowl out of his
reach, and looked him quietly in the eyes. It was the first time she had
appeared to notice his return to consciousness, and Reivers smiled
quizzically at her scrutiny. She did not smile in return, merely studied
him as if he were an interesting subject.
In the grey light of morning Reivers for the first time saw her with
eyes cleared of the fever blur. His smile vanished, for he saw that this
woman, to him, was different from any woman he ever had known before.
And he had known many.
In her wide grey eyes there rode a sorrow that reached out and held the
observer, despite her evident efforts to keep it hidden. But the mouth
belied the eyes. It was set with an expression of determination, almost
superhuman, almost savage. It was as if this girl, just rounding her
twenties, had turned herself into a force for the accomplishment of an
object. The mouth was harsh, almost lipless, in its set. Yet, beneath
all this, the woman in Hattie MacGregor was obvious, soft, yearning.
Many women had had a part in Reivers’ life—far too many. None of them
had held his interests longer than for a few months; none of them had he
failed to tame and break. And none of them had reached below the hard
husk of him and touched the better man as Hattie MacGregor did at this
moment. His past experiences, his past attitude toward women, his past
manner of life, flashed through his mind, each picture bringing with it
a stab of remorse.
Remorse! The Snow Burner remorseful! He laughed his old laugh of
contempt and defiance of all the world, but, though he refused to
acknowledge it to himself, the old, invincible, self-assured ring was
not in it. This girl was not to him what other women had been, and he
saw that he could not tame her as he had tamed them.
Strange thoughts rose in his mind. He wished that the past had been
different. He actually felt unworthy. Well, the past was past. It had
died with him in the river. He was beginning a new life, a new name, a
new man. Why couldn’t he? He drove the weak thoughts away. What
nonsense! He—Hell-Camp Reivers—getting soft over a woman? Pooh!
“I said I could feed myself,” he snarled. “Give me that bowl. I don’t
want you around.”
For reply she dipped the spoon into the food and held it ready.
“Lie down quietly, please,” she said coldly. “This is no time for
keeping up your play of being a big man.”
“Give me that bowl,” he commanded.
“Uncle,” she called quietly.
Her big kinsman came lurching in from the other room of the cabin.
“Aye, lass?” said he.
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