He entered through the opening and stood on the ground below to light
the fire. He didn't desire to crawl through the flames to enter the
cabin. Reaching as far as he could, he was just able to insert the
candle. The wind caught it, the kindling flames. Then he stood
shivering, waiting for the room to warm.
He had a sweeping flood of thoughts as he watched the leaping flame.
Its cheerful crackle, its bright color in the gloom was almost too good
to be true. In these dark forests he had learned to be wary and on
guard at too great fortune. Quite often it was only a prank of perverse
forest gods, before they smote him with some black disaster. It seemed
to him that there was a wild laughter, a Satanic mocking in the joyous
crackle that was vaguely but fearfully ominous. The promise in the
rainbow, the siren's song to the mariners, the little dancing light in
the marsh--promising warmth and safety but only luring the weary
traveler to this death--had this same quality: the cheer, the hope,
the beauty only to be blasted by misfortune.
The warmth flooded in, and he looked about for something to sit on. He
wished he had brought in one of the spruce logs he had cut. But it was
too late to procure one now. The flames leaped at the opening of the
cabin: he would be obliged to crawl laboriously through them to get into
the open. Tired out, he lay down in the dry dirt, putting his arm under
his head. He would soon go to sleep.
But his ragged, exhausted nerves would not find rest in sleep at once.
His thoughts were troubling and unpleasant. The pale firelight filled
the cabin, dancing against the walls. The glare reflected wanly on the
ground where he lay.
All at once he was aware that his eyes were fastened upon an old cigar
box on a shelf against the wall. He seemed to have a remembered
interest in it,--as if long ago he had examined its contents with
boyish speculations. But he couldn't remember what it contained.
Likely enough it was empty.
The hours were long, and the wind wailed and crept like a housebreaker
about the cabin; and at last--rather more to pass the time than for
any other reason--he climbed to his feet and stepped to the shelf on
which the box lay.
As he reached to seize it, he had a distinct premonition of misfortune.
It was as if some subtle consciousness within him, knowing and
remembering every detail of his past and its infinite and exact
relations with his present, was warning him that to open the box was to
receive knowledge that would be hateful to him. Yet he would not be
cowed by such a visionary danger. He was tired out, his nerves were
torn, and he was prey to his own dark imaginings. Likely enough the box
was empty.
It was not, however. It contained a single photograph.
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