It seemed to her that she could not move at first. She could only stand
and gaze. The heart in her breast turned to ice, her blood seemed to go
still in her veins. She recognized this figure now. It was Bill, lying
still in the frozen drifts.
For endless hours, it seemed to her, she stood impotent with horror. In
reality, the time was not an appreciable fraction of a breath. Then,
sobbing, she mushed frantically down toward him. She fairly raced,--with
never a misstep. For all the ghastly sickness that swept over her,
she held her body in perfect discipline. She had no doubt but that this
man was dead. Likely he had lain there for hours, and really only a
very short time of such cold as this was needed to take life. Already,
she thought, the life had gone from his dark, gentle eyes; the brave
heart was still; the brave heart was still; the mighty muscles lifeless
clay.
No moment of her life had ever been fraught with such overwhelming
bitterness as this. She had never known such fear, even in the grip of
the wild waters or during the grizzly's charge. This was something that
went deeper than mere life: it touched realms of her spirit undreamed
of, and the blow seemed more cruel and more dreadful than any that
the world could deal direct to her. If she had paused for one second
of self-analysis, heaven knows what light might have burst upon her
spirit--what deep and wondrous realizations of her attitude toward Bill
might have come to her; but she did not pause. She only knew that she
must reach his side. Her only thought was that Bill was dead, gone
from her life as a flame goes from an extinguished candle.
She knelt beside him, and with no knowledge of effort turned him over
and lifted his head and shoulders into her arms. His eyes were closed,
his face expressionless, his arms dropped limply to his side. At first
she dared not dream but that the cold had already taken away his life.
The dread Spirit of the North had lain in ambush for him a long time,
but it had conquered him at last.
They made an unearthly picture,--these two so silent in the drifts.
Endless about them lay the snow; the winter forest was deep in its
eternal silence, the little spruce trees stood patient and inert and
queer, under their heavy loads of snow. Never a voice in all the
wastes, never a tear of pity or a stretching hand of mercy,--only
the cold, only the silence, only the dread solitude of a land
untamed,--the unconquerable wild. Yet her sorrow, her ineffable
despair left no room for resentment against this dreadful land. It
was only a lost fight in an eternal war; only a little incident in
the vast and inscrutable schemes of a remorseless Nature.
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