I had expected her to clasp her hands, to look up at me and listen to
my stories of Tim's success, and hear my dreams for his future.
Instead, she went on knitting, never once raising her eyes to me. It
exasperated me. In sheer chagrin I took to silence and smoking. But
she would not let me rest long this way, though I was slowly lulling
myself into a state of semi-coma, of indifference to her and calm
disdain.
"Of course Tim has made some friends," she said, glancing up from her
work very casually.
"Of course he has," I snapped.
"That's nice," she murmured--knitting, knitting, knitting.
I expected her to ask who his friends were, and how he had made them.
That was all in the letter. Moreover, it was in the part I had not
read to her. But she abruptly abandoned this line of inquiry. She did
not care. She let me smoke on.
Suddenly she dropped her work and asked, "Is that a footstep on the
porch?"
"Footsteps! No--why, who did you think was coming?" I said.
"Mr. Weston promised to drop in on his way home from hunting--but I
guess he'll disappoint me. I hoped it was he." She fell to her task
again, only now she began to hum softly, thus shutting me off entirely.
For a very long while I endured it, but the time came when action of
some kind was called for. We were not married, that I could sit
forever smoking while she hummed. Even in Black Log, etiquette
requires that a man talk to a woman when in her company; and when the
woman ceases to listen, the wise man departs. That was just what I did
not want to do, and only one alternative was left me. I got out the
letter and held it under the light.
"You were asking about Tim's friends, Mary," said I.
"Was I?" she returned. "I had forgotten. What did I say?"
"You asked if he had made any friends," I replied, as calmly as I
could. "I was going to read you what he said."
"Oh!" she cried. And at last she dropped her knitting, and resting her
elbows on her knees, clasping her chin in her hands, she looked up at
me from her low chair. "I thought it was forbidden," she said.
"Tim didn't say anything about not reading it," I answered. "At first,
though, it seemed best not to; but you'll understand, Mary. Of course,
we mustn't take him too seriously, but it does sound foolish. Poor
Tim!"
"Poor Tim!" repeated the girl. "He must be in love."
"He is," said I.
"Then don't read it!" she cried. "Surely he never intended you to read
it to me."
"Of course he did," I laughed, for at last I had aroused her, and now
her infernal knitting was forgotten; she no longer strained her ears
for Weston's footfalls. Her eyes were fixed on me. "Poor old Tim!
Well, let's wish him luck, Mary. Now listen."
So I read her the forbidden pages.
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