The soldier's orphansStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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The soldier's orphans
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
American fiction -- 19th century
“No one wishes to offend me; and yet—but no matter, I came to tell you
something, but I dare say it will only set you off into hysterics, or
something of that kind. I have made a discovery, a painful,
heart-rending discovery. It ought not to concern you, but you have a
woman’s heart, and can sympathize with me.”
“What, what has happened?” cried Georgie, sitting up, and turning her
eyes full upon Miss Eliza. “Nothing very serious, I hope.”
“That depends,” answered the spinster, sitting down on the floor with a
swoop of her garments that raised a little whirlwind around them, and
leaning her elbow on Georgiana’s lap. This was a favorite position with
Miss Eliza when the spirit of extreme youthfulness grew strong within
her. “That depends on the susceptibility of the heart that is wounded.
Oh, child! may you never be gifted with those exquisite feelings which
make up that heavenly thing called genius in a human soul; but without
that you can never know how I suffer, how the pride of suppressed
tenderness struggles in this soul!”
Georgiana had heard these intense rhapsodies before, and knew what
trifling occasions could bring them forth. She closed her eyes wearily,
and laid her head back on the cushions of the chair, waiting in weary
patience for the explanation that might be long in coming.
“No wonder you sigh; no wonder the lids droop over your eyes. My own are
full of unshed tears. But I must be brave. I will be brave, and struggle
against the destiny that threatens me.”
Georgiana sighed a little wearily and moved back in her seat, for Miss
Eliza’s arm pressed heavily upon her.
“Is there—is there a man on earth that may be trusted, who is not ready
to break the heart that confides in him?”
Georgiana shrunk back from the prying glance fixed upon her, and strove
against the thrill of pain that passed over her.
“Whom are you speaking of, Miss Eliza?” she inquired, in a faint voice.
“Of the man whom you, weak, silly thing, have loved vainly; and I—oh!
too well!—too well! He is faithless, like the rest—cruelly, cruelly
faithless—I saw it with my own eyes. After that scene in the carriage,
too, when my hand rested in the firm clasp of his; when his eyes met all
the maidenly tenderness that flooded mine. Oh, Georgiana! that was a
heavenly moment; but the earthquake has come; the tornado is passed, and
my heart lies a wreck under his feet.
‘He may break—he may ruin the vase, if he will,
But the scent of the roses will cling to it still.’”
Here Miss Eliza took out her cobweb of a handkerchief, and wiped some
mythical tears from her pale, gray eyes. Then grasping the handkerchief
tightly in her hand, she cried out, “But you cannot feel. He never loved
you, never encouraged your love.”
Georgiana started up, and shook the arm from her lap with some
impatience.
“Who are you talking about? What does all this mean?” she said.
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