The soldier's orphansStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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The soldier's orphans
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
American fiction -- 19th century
“And so do I,” answered Savage, with deep feeling. “It was kindly meant.
But I will bid you good-day, madam. If I should ever come here again,
pray believe that it is with no unworthy motive. I cannot permit you to
think otherwise in common self-respect.”
“Well, then, don’t come again, and I’ll believe you. In fact, I do now.
There’s a difference between gentlemen and gentlemen. I only wish the
other chap had a face that could turn red and white like yours. The long
and the short of it is, I wish he was straight out of my house; that
poor child don’t seem like the same cretur since he came here.”
Savage did not stay to ask in what this change consisted, the subject
had become altogether too painful; so, with a bend of his head, he went
out. One moment he paused upon the staircase; his heart turned with
passionate longing toward that lonely upper room. Even in her
unworthiness, he yearned to look upon Anna’s face once more; to hear her
sweet voice proclaim the innocence he never could believe in again. But
he thought of Ward, the gambler and convenient toady, whom so many men
used in his scoundrelism, and despised, as they used him, with a
sensation of such intense loathing, that it turned his very compassion
away from the young creature he had loved with such self-sacrificing
truth.
“Had it been any one else,” he muttered through his shut teeth, “I could
have borne it better; but this paltry wretch, this miserable hound!
Great heavens! and she, so gentle, so exquisitely pure! It is beyond
belief. Never till now did I believe in the utter duplicity of the sex.
Poor girl! Poor, wrecked girl! Could she have known how I loved her?”
With these thoughts, which broke in half-formed words against his shut
teeth, the young man went down stairs, and into the poverty-stricken
neighborhood beyond, feeling, for the first time, in all its force, how
squalid and offensive it was. Scarcely had his foot touched the
pavement, when he saw Anna Burns coming down the side-walk with a small
parcel in her hand. Her face lighted up as she saw him, her cheeks
dimpled, and a warm love-glow came into her eyes. Savage stood
motionless, looking at her with his stern eyes on fire, and his lips
set.
She did not see the expression of his face, for, after the first glad
recognition, her eyelids had drooped in shame at her own eager joy, and
she came up to him shrinking and covered with blushes—came up and held
out her hand; for was he not her declared lover, this brave, handsome
young fellow, whom any lady of the land would have gloried in.
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