The Son of His Father; vol. 1/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Son of His Father; vol. 1/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fathers and sons -- Fiction
‘You say nothing;’ she spoke in a tone in which a growing exasperation
began to make itself felt. ‘It might have been less painful for me to
let you go on in your own delusion--if delusion it was. But
unfortunately you cannot be free of me and my authority; you are at an
age when your life has to be settled for you, and in that as in
everything else it is with me only that you have to do.’
John changed his position a little, which, in the high strain of emotion
at which they were, seemed to both of them like a sort of response; so
that he was almost forced to add, ‘With you only?’ faintly. He did not
intend to say it. It did not mean anything. It was a mere echo, as if
the air caught the words. But it had not upon her this harmless effect.
Her paleness, which nothing else had touched, flushed high at these
words; she made a sudden movement as if she had received a blow.
‘With me only,’ she repeated, with mingled energy and irritation, as if
he had suggested a doubt. ‘Who else?--do you mean to say? do you
think----?’ These questions came from her hurriedly with something quite
unlike her usual gravity and calm. Then she stopped with a panting
hard-drawn breath, and added after a moment, in a tone almost of
derision, ‘As you are so intent on setting yourself against me, perhaps
you will tell me what, left to yourself, you would do.’
John could not quite tell what this change of tone meant. He was not
used to the quick interchange of argument nor was he quick to note the
significance of the inflections of a voice. He had never known
controversy at all, until he had embarked upon this one, and the moment
he withdrew from the unintentional force of silence, in which he had at
first wrapped himself, his ignorance and defencelessness became
apparent. He thought however that she was withdrawing from her position,
and recognising some claim in him to know and judge for himself. He left
the place where he had been standing, and came to the middle of the
room, throwing himself into a chair on the other side of the table.
‘I suppose,’ he said, ‘that all this is mine now.’
‘What is yours?’
‘I mean: I suppose it is--all left to me? I could stay here, and--give
no one any trouble.’
‘Left to you, my father’s house and all that he had! Is that what you
mean? and you would stay here?’
‘I suppose so,’ said John. ‘I don’t know why. It seems natural, I
thought it would always be mine. If I was wrong, I’m--I’m very sorry,’
he cried, giving a sudden bewildered glance round him, with a new and
painful light of possibility breaking on his mind.
‘And you would stay here?’ she said. ‘And do--what? nothing? If you have
your plans made----’
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