The Son of His Father; vol. 1/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Son of His Father; vol. 1/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fathers and sons -- Fiction
act of making those arrangements. How could she help seeing the extreme
probability of another visit to that little house ere long, of a final
winding up of all things, and the absolute necessity of regulating all
future movements in her own person? People of very tender feelings
conceal these prognostications from themselves, and think of them, if
think they must, only with previsions of sorrow, not the clear
arrangements of a foregone conclusion. But Emily Sandford had been
separated from her parents for many years. She was not affectionate in
the ordinary sense of the word. She was compelled to a system of rigid
plans and rules by the necessities of her life, and she could not help
giving a serious eye to the eventualities which she felt might be so
near.
John accompanied her to the train as he had accompanied her from the
train ten days before. It was again night, and to sit by her side during
that short drive, which still afforded opportunity for so many things
to be said, was about as exciting to him as on the previous occasion;
but it was a different kind of excitement. His heart was no longer
quivering on the balance between love and opposition. It had taken
strongly the latter poise; his very ears seemed to thrill with eagerness
to hear every word she said, which his mind instantly construed in a
sense offensive to himself. When this impulse seizes upon us, it is
astonishing how much bitterness can be extracted from the very simplest
phrases. She had no disposition to offend the boy that night. On the
contrary, there was in her voice a softness, and in her words a
tremulous feeling such as a week since would have gone to John’s heart.
She had an appearance of emotion about her altogether which, not even in
the moment when they stood together beside the bed of death, had been in
her before. And now it was she who was the most ready to speak.
‘It is only now,’ she said, ‘when I am gone, that you will settle down
to your changed life--you will only realise it fully now.’
‘Oh! I have realised it,’ said John, ‘since the first day. It will be
less strange--less--when grandfather and I are alone.’
‘Less?’ she said, with a question unexpressed, ‘you don’t leave me room
to think very much of myself.’
To this he made no reply: and there was the faint quiver of a laugh in
the air, which, the speaker’s face being unseen, was more suggestive of
pain than any other sound could have been.
‘I need not recommend your grandfather to your care, John. You will be
as good to him and watchful of him as you can. He is not so strong as he
thinks he is. You will write to me at once, if you see anything to be
anxious about.’
‘It didn’t do much good,’ said John, ‘writing to you before.’
‘You did not tell me the true state of the case,’ she said, exercising
evident control over herself. ‘You wrote as if it was entirely from
yourself----’
‘I know better now,’ he said, bitterly. ‘You may be sure I will never do
that again.’
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