The Son of His Father; vol. 3/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Son of His Father; vol. 3/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fathers and sons -- Fiction
They shook hands with him, even the old sheep, looking out with his
white locks with an immovable face still distrustful of John, yet
compelled to that complaisance; and he went out with _that_ in his
pocket--that which proved his early dreams to be real, which was the
test and touchstone of his value in the eyes of those who had been his
masters, and were best able to judge. He went out, forgetting
everything else that had happened, taking up for the moment his life
where he had dropped it a week before. A week ago he would have taken
that paper to the family at the rectory, and the humbleness of his
origin--his origin, which was so respectable, yet not on the level of
the Spencers--would have been forgotten. Again for one moment more the
elation of his success got into John’s brain. Again he trod on air. He
thought, his brain all dizzy with the sudden rapture, of showing it all
to Elly, making her understand. She would not understand, but she would
think she did, in her heart, if not in her brain, and would jump to the
delight of it, and all that would follow. They would say to each other
that this was the lighthouse, the first idea that had struck their
youthful fancy, Elly’s lighthouse, which had caught John’s imagination
in its earliest dawning, and flashed at last into this great thing.
The young man in his misery had a revelation, a vision of overpowering
sweetness and delight. Without that spark of divine light from her, he
said to himself, it would never have been, this great work, which he
knew would bring comfort and well-being over a whole district, and make
his name famous, and bring many a blessing: _his_ name; but they should
know, everybody should know that by himself he never would have thought
of it, that it was Elly who had been the first. How could he let the
world know that it was Elly who was the first--not, indeed, to think of
the Thames Valley and its drainage, or how to make an end of the floods,
she who could not, God bless her, manage her algebra even, or work out a
problem to save her life--but only to light up the thoughts that were
good for that sort of thing, to light the first divine beacon of which
all lighthouses were only the development? He was very young in spite of
all his maturity and experience; and for one blissful moment, nay hour,
this elation and rapture took possession of his soul, and made him
forget the horrible passage through which he had gone, and all the
bitter realities around him. He floated once more into a world of light
and brightness, and boundless hope and enthusiasm. All the more
heavenly, for the depth of despair in which he had been dwelling, was
the glory of this, the confidence, the anticipation of everything that
was best both in work and in life, the happiness of carrying it all out,
the delight of talking it over with Elly, explaining it all to her day
by day. She would not understand, not a bit, he said to himself, with
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