The Son of His Father; vol. 3/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Son of His Father; vol. 3/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fathers and sons -- Fiction
‘Tell me,’ he said, ‘what is wrong. Tell me what is wrong. The secret,
if it is a secret, will be safe with me: but you cannot bear this
pressure; you must have some relief to your mind. Susie--I will call
you what Elly calls you for once--do you know what I was going to say to
you when she came?’
Susie raised her tear-stained face to his with a little surprise, and
said no.
‘So much the worse for my chances,’ he said, with a faint smile. ‘You
might have divined, perhaps; yet why should you? I was going to tell you
a great many things I will not say now--to explain----’ Something like
a blush came upon his middle-aged countenance. ‘This is not the time for
that. I was going to ask you if you would marry me. There: that is all.
You see by this that I am ready to keep all your secrets, and help you
and serve you every way I can. It is only for this reason that I tell
you now. Will you take the good of me, Susie, without troubling yourself
with the thought of anything I may ask in return? There, now! Poor
child, you are worn out. Tell me what it is.’
‘Oh, Mr. Cattley,’ she cried, and could say no more.
‘Never mind Mr. Cattley: tell me what troubles you--that is the first
thing to think of. I guess as much as that it is something which poor
Jack has found out, but which you knew. I will go further, and tell you
what I guessed long ago--that this poor father has done something in
which there was trouble and shame.’
He had seated himself by her and taken her hand, holding it firmly
between his, and looking into her face. Susie felt, as many have felt
before her, that here all at once was a stranger to whom she could say
what she could not have said to the most familiar friend.
‘We hoped,’ she said, in a low voice--‘we thought--that nobody knew.’
‘Not John?’
‘Oh, John last of all; that was why he lived here; that was why we left
him, mother and I, and never came, and let him think that he was nothing
to us. He thought we had no love for him. He said to mother once that
she was not his mother. Ah!’ cried Susie, with a low cry of pain at that
recollection, ‘all that he might never know.’
‘And now he has found out: how do you think he can have found out?’
Susie shook her head.
‘The time was up; we knew that, and we were frightened, mother and I,
though there seemed no reason for fear, for we had left no sign to find
us by. Oh, I am afraid--I was always afraid--that to do that was unkind.
He was papa after all; he had a right to know, at least; but mother
could not forget all the dangers, all that she had gone through.’
‘I suppose, then,’ said Mr. Cattley, with a little pressure of her hand,
‘his name was not your name?’
Susie looked at him with something like terror. Her voice sank to the
lowest audible tone.
‘His name--our real name--is May.’
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