Well, now, I'll tell you a fairy tale. We two pretty orphan children
were just planted down here in this enchanted castle for each other. We
were obliged to come together here, even if long ago we had not been
two hearts united somewhere else. The colonel, as a matter of fact,
wedded us from the first. The only pity is that your marriage contract
with him did not make provision for the circumstances. But there it is,
and we have no choice but to resort to some secret arrangement between
ourselves. Don't you see, dearest child, we are both tacking the same
way on life's ocean. The risks you and I have to run are one and the
same. So buck up, and let's go it! We are poor vagabonds, anyhow."
"Thank you, I am not a vagabond!" Lilly flared up. "I have my pride and
my honour to maintain, and even if I have sinned, I know how to die for
my sins."
"Dying is not so easy," he remarked; "generally the opportunity is
lacking, and then when it comes one funks it."
She felt her old burning desire to protect him from his own low
estimate of himself.
"You don't mean what you say!" she cried. "You are amongst the boldest
and bravest of men, and would face death for the sake of your honour, I
know. And if you liked you might have the whole world at your feet. I
shall never cease to remind you of that. I have not sacrificed myself
for you for nothing. I will interest myself in you till you get back
your faith in yourself, till you feel you are once more on the upward
path. I will share all your trials and temptations, and stand between
you and evil. What am I here for except for your sake--yours?"
At that moment her enthusiasm for him was so great that she could
gladly have thrown herself under the hoofs of his horse, and when she
compared this with her feelings when they had first met that day, she
could hardly comprehend how it was that he had appeared to her in so
alienated and repulsive a light.
"You are a most emotional creature," he said; "it is a good thing that
the creepers hide your balcony so effectually."
"What do you mean to imply by that?" she faltered, in shocked
foreboding.
"And the ladder luckily is still in its place," he went on, "ready to
be used. The creepers might break this time and no one would notice
anything amiss, not even the Schwertfeger, eh?"
His light eyelashes blinked at her persuasively.
She did not know which way to look, she felt so dreadfully ashamed.
"Never, never will I have anything to do with you again!" she cried.
"I swear by all the saints I never will! I should loathe myself if I
did, and despise you with all my heart and soul!" She finished with an
exclamation of disgust.
He merely shrugged his shoulders. "A pity," he said; "it would have
been a splendid opportunity ..."
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