"Well, to begin with, you certainly must have a studio in which you can
receive your customers, ... where you can show them who you are, and
what you can do, and how far you are capable of carrying out your
designs. This is the only method of ensuring those who give you orders
treating you as a crafts-woman and not a mere ordinary work-woman."
"But they won't come to me to give their orders," she interposed.
"They should do so, undoubtedly," he exclaimed, working himself up into
a decorous enthusiasm. "An artist who has any self-respect ought never
to step outside his door to offer his wares to the public, and I advise
you to act on this principle."
She mentally calculated the number of rings, pendants, and bracelets
that she had left, and replied, smiling:
"It's more easily said than done."
He grew bold. "My old and intimate friendship with Walter"--he used
his Christian name for the first time--"entitles me to the privilege
of--how shall I put it?--making provision ..."
She foresaw what was coming and choked him off.
"I am quite content where I am," she declared. "And till I am able, out
of my own resources, to provide myself with the surroundings you are
kind enough to wish for me, I do not feel justified in making a
change."
He bowed, his zeal perceptibly cooled. He asked her at least to leave
her present address, so that he might send her the desired information.
Hesitating, she gave the number and name of the street where she
lodged, and added the request that he would not think of calling on
her.
He bowed again stiffly. His coolness increased and he became almost
rigid.
She felt glad that she had understood so well how to keep him at a
distance. No one could say she was a beggar after this.
She took leave graciously, for it was not her intention to snub him too
mercilessly.
He was quick to take advantage of her warmer tone, and became ardent
again.
"Was there anything else that he could do for her?... Did she feel
lonely? Did she wish for society?"
She glanced at his right hand, on which there was no wedding-ring, and
shook her head, smiling.
He had perfectly understood both glance and smile, and, struggling with
a fresh attack of embarrassment, he cleared his throat and said:
"I live alone with my mother, but, unfortunately, I cannot ask you to
come and see her, as she is in very poor health, and since my father's
death sees nobody. But I might introduce you to a few people of
irreproachable position, of course if you cared to know them."
"Thank you very much," Lilly replied patronisingly. "Naturally, I
should take for granted that you would only introduce me to nice
people. But, in spite of that, I think I would rather not. It will be
best, at present, for me to do without society."
With this she made a regal inclination of her head, held out her hand,
and departed.
He followed her deferentially to the door, and the six young gentlemen
stood up with one accord in a row and bowed like their master.
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