She opened her eyes to their full width. He loved her like this!
"You dear, kind man!" she said, and rested her head for a moment
lightly against his shoulder.
He flung his arms round her quickly and eagerly as if he were afraid
someone might take her from him the next moment. He trembled from head
to foot, and his tears rolled down on her forehead.
As he still did not dare to kiss her, she voluntarily offered him her
lips.
"The third," she thought to herself. She glanced up and met Walter's
eyes looking down on her from the wall, full of supercilious contempt,
exactly as she had feared in the carriage. She pointed to the picture
with a gesture of terror and aversion.
"To-morrow we'll move it up to the attic," he said. And as they were
now reconciled, and had a great deal to say to each other, and it was
half-past three, the carriage was sent away.
CHAPTER VIII
Once more a new life began for Lilly. It was all over with her dreaded
loneliness. Regularly every afternoon Herr Dehnicke arrived at
tea-time. But he was "Herr Dehnicke" no longer. He was Richard, a dear
sweet, beloved Richard, who was received with open arms in the hall,
against whose knees she leant on the floor of the drawing-room, and
from whose brow the little lines of care were smoothed away with a
caressing, "Don't frown, dearest."
How absurd it had been to hoard up her love! You could squander and
squander, and always have heaps more to spare. The _grande dame_ and
"gracious baroness" pose was whistled down the wind. Now it was she who
stooped and made herself small, and asked to be scolded and punished,
who looked out fearfully for every shadow of displeasure on his face,
and tried to read his wishes before they were uttered. Above all, she
wanted to show that she was grateful--oh, so grateful!--for his
goodness, and his tenderness in saving her.
No wonder, then, that his attitude of adoring reverence gradually
altered, that he began to be exigeant, at times even a little
irritable, assuming the airs of a married man, and reminding her of the
benefits he had bestowed on her only very occasionally, it was true,
but often enough to convert humility that at first was spontaneous into
a duty.
Since Lilly had become his mistress his relations to the outside world
had undergone a complete change, so that his whole life was differently
ordered. In place of the priggish manufacturer of bronze wares, ever
vigilant of his middle-class reputation, he had become a recklessly
fast man of the world.
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