"Mr. von Prell," she said very condescendingly, "do you realize that by
the same time to-morrow you will probably have been dismissed?"
He was touched at last. He frowned and bit the ends of his moustache;
but then he said:
"What gives me some satisfaction in the fact is that my lady seems to
take no slight interest in the matter."
Now she became angry in earnest.
"You ought to be ashamed of yourself, Mr. von Prell," she cried. "I wear
myself out and take great risks trying to help you, and you show your
gratitude by making silly remarks all the time."
"Courage, Tommy," he said, taking the dog in his arms. "First they flay
us, then they kick us out. Our one comfort is, we are innocent
sufferers. Poor, poor Tommy."
"Don't try to whitewash yourself," Lilly reprimanded. "Miss von
Schwertfeger discovered everything--your relations--you understand--your
nightly trips to my balcony and through my room--everything. Do you
think I take pleasure in having to treat you like a criminal when I've
always thought so much of you? Don't you think I'd much rather be proud
of you, than stand here and see you driven away like a stray dog? Or can
you say anything in justification of yourself? Can you? Tell me."
She talked herself into such warmth that she forgot the unseemliness of
her being there with him. She was now that which she wanted to be--the
benevolent chatelaine, who turns everything to good account; and her
breast swelled with the consciousness of her lofty ethical undertaking.
They had stepped from under the dark arches of the linden walk. A few
sharply defined streaks of red still coloured the west, and cast a deep
glow over his narrow, freckled face.
He looked completely crushed and penitent, and Lilly regretted having
dealt with him so harshly.
"I realise," he began after a short pause, his voice quivering as with
suppressed excitement, "I realise I must not let so grave a charge go
without justifying myself. And I can justify myself, I most undoubtedly
can. But in doing so, I am compelled to disclose a secret, which--I
really do not know if I ought to initiate you into the horrible
mysteries that threaten to ruin my life."
"What are they?" queried Lilly, in terrified curiosity.
"Well, then, from my boyhood up I have been pursued by an awful fate,
which comes upon me when I am utterly defenceless and imposes upon me
responsibility for misdeeds of which I am absolutely innocent, and
places me in breakneck situations, which--I will be outspoken--I
am--well, I am a somnambulist."
The merry little devils frolicked between his silvery lids, and Lilly,
in spite of herself, burst out laughing. He joined in with his dear,
mute tehee, which shook him like a storm; and they stood there laughing
till they wearied. Lilly no longer thought of her chatelaine's dignity,
or her ethical mission.
As if by mutual agreement they turned into the deserted depths of the
park, which bordered on a bosky beech grove with neither fence nor hedge
between.
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