I'm done for. I've been shot. A mere trifle when it happens to
others; but when it happens to oneself, the consequence is, it
considerably lessens one's hopes of entering upon a glorious
career as head waiter on the other side of the Atlantic.
Nevertheless I thank fate for having been gracious enough to
lead across my path so good, so touching a lamb, one so filled
with the desire to redeem, as my baronissima.
You will readily understand, O dearest, supergracious woman,
that I in turn also feel a slight obligation to play the
redeemer, if only to preserve our souls for each other.
But "the how" presents some difficulties, to be sure. If I were
to recommend you to the care of my former friends, your future
would be settled. For in blissful hours leaves and virtues
still fall.
Therefore I descend a step to those regions in which a sturdy
Philistinism creeps on its belly before our coronets, even when
those coronets lie shattered on the ground.
In Alte Jakobstrasse in Berlin there dwells a respectable
manufacturer of bronze ware, a comrade of the reserves, etc.,
by name Richard Dehnicke, who feels he is indebted to me
because I pumped him for coin.
I am writing to him by this mail. Step boldly in among his
lamps and vases. The former, I hope, will brighten your nights,
the latter, daintily line your way in life, and he will not ask
the price which it is the custom in our country to demand of
beautiful women. Some queer fish there have to be in the world.
My address will be
Walter von Prell,
Street-lounger & Candidate for Fortune,
Chicago, First Stockyard to the Left.
P. S.--Tommy sends his regards. Before going I planted a ball
in his forehead."
This letter, the last and only greeting from her friend, left Lilly
untouched. Soon after, Miss von Schwertfeger wrote, he set sail for the
United States with a crippled arm. Their love had deserved an honourable
burial, even if its rapture had not been genuine, even if its lofty
purpose had set in dirt and disgrace.
"If only to preserve our souls for each other," he had written, the dear
little fellow.
The letter, however, offered a certain guarantee that in her hour of
need, a helping hand would be stretched out to steady her. But the
measure he recommended, she never, never thought of adopting. What she
feared above all was that something which emanated from the eyes of men
fixed upon her face in desire, that something which issued from men's
lips persuasively, masterfully.
She wanted to keep her fate in her own hands and go her own way.
What that way was to be, she had not yet determined.
So irresolute had sorrow and anxiety made her that nothing but a faint
breeze would have been required to head her life in a certain direction.
But no breeze blew upon her.
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