In the exuberance of his delight he seemed prepared to clasp her hand.
However, he proved himself sufficiently well bred to desist when he saw
she did not respond.
Lilly now had the reins of the situation in her hands. She felt she was
so saturated with the romance of suffering, so enveloped by the delicate
aroma of aristocratic aloofness, that she might just have stepped out of
one of Mrs. Asmussen's novels.
"I am grateful to you for your reproaches. I see I did not knock at your
door in vain."
"I assure you," he replied, inclining his head still more to the left by
way of emphasis, "I place myself at your service with all my powers,
with everything I am and--" He paused. The word "have," which should
naturally have followed, was more than he, the scrupulous business man,
would allow to pass his lips so lightly.
"I will not make great demands on you, of course," Lilly replied airily,
to put a little damper on his ardour. "I simply do not want to be
without someone to advise me as to a way of earning my livelihood, and
since--Mr. von Prell"--at last the name came out--"said I might place
perfect confidence in you--"
"You may rely upon me as upon Mr. von Prell himself."
"That's not saying a great deal," flashed through her head, but she kept
from revealing her thought by so much as a smile.
"By the way, what do you hear from him?" he asked.
Lilly blushed. If she admitted his silence, she laid herself bare,
irremediably. So, not to appear forsaken and cast aside, she said:
"On parting we agreed not to write to each other for the time being. We
thought in the struggle ahead of us that eternal waiting for news and
that eternal fear for each other would not leave us with the strength
necessary for meeting the demands of life. But you probably have gotten
a letter from him lately?"
He started, and reflected an instant.
"Yes--that is, no. Not lately. Sometime ago he wrote--he was getting
along. He said he was about to make a career for himself. And he asked
most urgently as to your whereabouts; in regard to which, of course, to
my great distress, I could not enlighten him."
This did not sound very likely. A moment before he himself had been
asking for news of Walter, and now when she inquired for Walter's
address, he had to acknowledge, stammering, that the letter had not
contained an address and for that reason--
It was quite clear he had fabricated.
Probably he hoped to acquire greater importance in her eyes by
representing his relations with her lover as still continuing. But since
similar motives had led her to trifle with the truth, she had no cause
for feeling angry with him.
She now told him the purpose of her visit; described the delicate craft
she had learned a few months before, the desire she had to perfect
herself in it, and her helplessness when it came to practical matters.
Might she ask Mr. Dehnicke to recommend some artist who could instruct
her? That was all she had come to him for.
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