"Because I have to produce pot-boilers, you innocent angel, you," he
replied, and splashed a clod of clay against the leg of the allegoric
lady he was working on. "Because the world requires lamps and vases, but
not an eternal beauty with mother-wit inside her lovely body. Because
there are 'manufacturers of imitation bronze ware,' who keep you from
dropping by the roadside. And because I'm a fellow with sound teeth who
must have a few morsels of life to crunch, and, after starving for
twenty years, would like to join the great band of Dionysus worshippers.
Do you understand, you afternoon-tea-soul, you?"
"But the woman with the chains, why don't you finish her at least?"
He burst into mocking laughter at himself, and threw himself full length
on the fur-covered couch which stood in the darkest corner of the large
glass-walled room. Then he jumped up, and offered Lilly some of the
ginger from the pot he always kept on hand.
She declined, and pressed him for an answer.
"Good Lord," he said, "don't you realise how heavily one's own chains
weigh one down? Fire would have to descend from heaven and melt my
manacles. Or else the goddess herself would have to come down, lay her
corset and stockings on that chair there, and say: 'Here I am, sir. Here
is the foam-born body. Begin--look and paint to your heart's content.'"
Still chewing ginger he took his stand in front of Lilly and raised his
clasped hands up to her.
"You look at me so oddly," she said, "what have _I_ to do with all
that!"
"I'm not saying anything," he exclaimed. "I have too much contemptible
respect to--. But when my chain-laden beauty shall have cried for
freedom long enough--she cries day and night, sometimes she cries so I
can't sleep--then, perhaps, the miracle will happen, and a certain lady,
who is now blushing even unto her eyeballs, will come and--"
"I think we'd better get to work," said Lilly.
After that day Lilly took good care not to speak of the picture, nor
even give it a sidelong glance if she thought Mr. Kellermann might see
her. Nevertheless he made many beseeching allusions to his presumptuous
desire, which he seemed unable to dismiss from his mind. Finally Lilly
had to forbid his ever referring to it.
Her zeal for learning increased daily. The hours in the studio did not
suffice. She practiced at home as well. And when she tried her skill on
the glass plates she had bought, the result, in her and Mrs. Laue's
opinion, was highly commendable.
In the background the sun set in the prescribed manner in a sea of blood
over hilltops of a robin's egg blue. In the foreground stood woods, dark
and silent, of grass and ferns, belonging anywhere between the Jurassic
and Carboniferous ages, shading huts festively lighted from within,
constructed by a race of men who must have acquired culture at an
extremely early period in the world's history.
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