Lilly thanked him amiably for all he had done for her, regretted having
caused him the inconvenience of coming to see her, and all the while
felt that with each word she was falling back more and more into the
rôle of the "general's wife"--partly against her will--who does the
honours in her drawing-room with courteous condescension.
Gradually she turned the conversation in "by-the-ways" to her art. She
said she was sorry she was so incompetent, and pointed to the
transparencies at the windows.
Mr. Dehnicke jumped up. He was silent for a while, then burst into
exclamations of enthusiasm, for each of which he had to take a fresh
start, as it were, reiterating his praises with a certain business-like
monotony of tone, and smiling in an embarrassed way.
Lilly was far too delighted to suspect the tone of his criticism.
"Have you shown them to Mr. Kellermann?" asked Mr. Dehnicke.
Lilly confessed to her lack of courage. "Besides," she added, "I felt I
ought to show them to you first."
He looked at her gratefully and worshipfully, and said:
"If you haven't done so yet, I advise you to refrain from ever showing
them to him. Despite his apparent willingness, the man is obsessed by
inordinate professional conceit, and it might be--"
Mr. Dehnicke seemed to fear to say more.
Lilly plucked up her courage, and asked, as if it were a matter of only
slight importance, whether he thought anyone would buy her work.
Mr. Dehnicke became silent again, and with his index finger scratched at
the left side of his upper lip under his moustache. Then he inclined his
smooth, round head still more to the left, and said weighing each word:
"It would be best if you were to entrust the sale of your transparencies
to me. I have certain connections and I know the character of the
buyers. If I set the glass in bronze frames, or something of the sort, I
might even dispose of them as goods of my own."
Lilly flushed with gratitude.
"Oh, will you?" she cried, grasping his hand. "At least until I have
found customers for myself?"
The pressure of her hand caused him to redden to the roots of his hair.
"In order to do that," he said, looking away from her with an abashed
expression, "you must move away from here at once and establish a home
worthy of yourself."
"I will gladly," she answered gaily, "as soon as I have earned the
wherewithal."
"That may mean years."
"I will wait years."
"May I be permitted," he stammered, "to remind you once more that being
an old and intimate friend of your betrothed, I am justified--"
Lilly drew herself up.
"If my betrothed," she said, "ever should or could take care of me, I
might not have to refuse. But as it is, I may not allow anybody in the
world, not even his dearest friend, to make offers which at best would
merely humiliate me."
She turned her face aside to hide her tears, which arose from a sense of
insult.
Mr. Dehnicke contritely begged her pardon, but something like a bit of
fluttered triumph sat in his eyes.
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