"Now we'll go to the Criminal Side," said Mr. Kellermann, and led her
diagonally across the room, making way for her among the people, who at
her approach began to nod and hum and buzz, but with no trace of malice
or contempt. The very reverse. It was an ovation, a suppressed
demonstration of her triumph.
Her breast expanded. A faint, humble sensation of happiness stole over
her body like hot wine. She threw back her scarf. She no longer needed
to feel ashamed of her bare throat and shoulders. In the looks turned
upon her she read that no one would scoff at her.
She did not succeed in reaching the Criminal Side. So many gentlemen
wanted to be presented to her that Mr. Kellermann had all he could do
telling off their names.
From now on the carnival became something absolutely unreal, a dream
land, a fairy meadow, on which strange, large-eyed flowers were blooming
and sweet scents set heads a-reeling, and a haze sparkled with red suns;
where people laughed and jested and whispered, where bold, unheard-of
compliments floated in the air, and everything existed for Lilly to
caress and admire and love.
Yes, she loved them all, the men and the women, as soon as she met them.
They were all good, noble souls, scintillating with delightful conceits
and ready to perform friendly services. Each awakened a new hope, each
brought a new joy.
She felt how her cheeks glowed, what blissful intoxication was burning
in her eyes. And he at whom she looked with those eyes would quiver, and
respond with a gleam from his own, which seemed to be the reflection of
her happiness.
That was no longer another strange Lilly, who laughed and returned jest
with jest and went from arm to arm with a faint pang of regret. That was
she herself, doubly, triply herself.
Sometimes, when a gentleman became too bold in his talk, when an
unlicenced _double entendre_ seemed to lurk behind a joke, and Lilly
became nervous and did not know what to say and involuntarily looked
around for help, she always found her friend somewhere near at hand,
glancing over at her as if by mere chance.
That gave her a delicious sense of peace, a consciousness of being cared
for and hidden away, so that she could be even merrier than before, and
need not take offence at audacities.
Once she overheard behind her:
"Who's the lucky dog who has her for his mistress?"
The answer was:
"A little polished Mr. Snooks. There he stands."
This made her stop and think a moment, though she could not know to whom
it referred. But in the whirl of incidents it soon passed from her mind.
Oh, what people she met!
There were young blades in dress suits and white flowered waistcoats,
who paid her mad court, and asked, as if casually, though their
eagerness was visible under the nonchalance of their exterior: "What is
your day at home?"
Alas, she had no day at home. She lived a very retired life.
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