He ordered his clothes from the representatives of London houses that
bob up in Berlin every spring and autumn in search of customers. He
adopted a monocle and stuck his handkerchief inside his left cuff. The
military officer in him came to the surface and endeavoured to ape the
effeminate gestures of the fops of the Guard.
In short, he bent all his energies upon proving himself worthy of a
mistress of Lilly's rank and qualities. He soon discovered that
connection with so exquisite a creature, so far from damaging him, cast
an unhoped for glamour about his life, even about his business, lending
it an air of splendour that all his superb remodelling had not been able
to give it.
If the senior member of the firm of Liebert & Dehnicke, the world said,
can indulge in such an extravagance, his goods must be selling much
better than we thought. And many a dealer who had formerly bought of
his competitors now came to him, impelled by those mysterious powers of
suggestion whose laws psychologists and historians have in vain
endeavoured to fathom.
People showed him greater respect, but a respect mitigated by that
jovial, confidential smile which the world always smiles when it pardons
a man of proven harmlessness an interesting secret little infirmity.
Questions like "When are we going to see you outside of business?" or
"What do you say to making a night of it together now and then?"
questions from persons who had paid no attention to him formerly, became
as cheap as the bronze wares of Liebert & Dehnicke.
"By right, I ought to charge you to the expense account of the
business," he once said with a smile to Lilly, who by and by ceased to
feel pained at delicate jokes of that sort.
The evening excursions, which took place three or four times a week,
gradually became a matter of habit, and rapidly acquainted Lilly with
all the soap-bubble pleasures that float from the witch's cauldron of
Berlin life.
It was now too late in the winter for those great public balls, at which
one shams the mysterious lady of rank beneath a silk domino. To
compensate there were the theatres where observances are lax and the
lowest vices of the Parisian boulevards, diluted and warmed over, are
dished up to tickle the palates of hungry pleasure-seekers; all-night
cabarets, where obscene jests are clothed in literary garb, and wild
women escaped from the confines of middle-class life vie with
professional music-hall singers for the palm of vulgarity; bars and
grill-rooms; back rooms of aristocratic restaurants which the law
forbids to be locked, and in which chilly orgies are smiled upon
mockingly by correct waiters; and, to wind up with, certain cafés,
sparkling with lights and blue with cigarette smoke, where the weary
nerves seek and find their final stimulation in contact with prostitutes
selling their wares in open market.
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