The factory, as she often jestingly remarked to Richard, was her unhappy
love. To call for him at his office at closing time was her greatest
delight, and had she been permitted to, she would have busied herself at
the factory every day. But he objected. His employés knew of the close
relationship between them, and he must avoid gossip and ridicule.
Lilly felt sure this was not the only motive. She had long fully
realised that his mother was not kindly disposed to her. Though at first
he had spoken of her quite freely, he now evaded a reply when Lilly
directly asked for her. Probably he feared exciting the old lady's
indignation if he permitted his mistress to make herself at home in his
office.
So Lilly contented herself with sympathetic interest from afar in the
welfare of the little kingdom.
On the evenings she was left alone, at a loss what to do with herself,
she got into the habit of visiting the house in Alte Jakobstrasse.
She left a little before ten o'clock, and took up her station on the
opposite side of the street, from where she gazed reverentially at the
old grey structure. She admired the imitation marble columns, which
formed a decorative frame about the entrance after the fashion of a
Renaissance gateway. She stared up at the dimly lighted second story
where his mother dwelt, and pressed timidly into the darkness of a
doorway if she saw the threatening shadow of a woman's figure glide
across the curtains.
When it grew late and the tenants of the house ceased to come and go,
she ventured to cross the street, mount the three front-door steps,
press her face against the iron grating, and peep into the hall. The
sheen of the leafy pyramid, the subdued milky whiteness of the Clytie
bust, the dark glow of the stained glass window mingled to produce the
mysterious, alluring impression of a dusky chapel.
The front-door steps became like a goal of a pilgrimage up to which
penitents crawl on their knees; the stained glass window became a
heavenly aureole, the Clytie bust a benedictory saint.
* * * * *
Late in the summer Richard was called to the manoeuvres.
His letters were curt and reserved, and unsuccessfully concealed his ill
humour. Finally they were dated from the hospital.
He had fallen from his horse and his left knee joint was inflamed. He
would be unable to ride for a long time, perhaps forever.
He returned in October wearing a gutta percha knee cap, and promptly
sent in his resignation from the regiment.
The fall from his horse in truth was a fortunate incident. Rumours of
his relation with the divorced wife of its former commander had reached
the regiment. The comrades noticeably held aloof from him, and
evidently his chiefs were merely awaiting confirmation of the report to
call him to account officially; a procedure which in the circumstances
would have brought his lieutenancy in the reserves to a catastrophal
end.
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