As if by mutual agreement she and Mrs. Jula had avoided each other since
that evening of confidences. And now, without having announced her
visit, here she stood, wearing her most cordial expression, and asking
for a brief interview.
Lilly hesitated.
"Really I shan't keep you long, my dear. I understand--you're expecting
some one."
"Not that I know of," replied Lilly, aware she was blushing.
"Don't deny it. Dr. Salmoni is coming. I know the joke. I once stood the
same way, pale one instant, the next instant red, and waited for him.
The only difference is, my house gown wasn't such an angelic red. I was
plain Bordeaux red. All the same to him. He takes us in Bordeaux red,
too."'
"What do you mean?" Lilly faltered.
"What do I mean? Do you know what our circle with all our pretty legères
women is to Dr. Salmoni? It's a sort of fishing pool, where he angles
from time to time to land something for which he just then happens to
have an appetite. There you have it, my dear!"
"That's slander!" cried Lilly, flaring up. "He's never made approaches
to me. We've never so much as mentioned the word love to each other."
"No need," replied Mrs. Jula, and laughed exultingly. "He doesn't bother
with such petty things. He knows when the time comes we shall swim into
his net without it."
Lilly felt herself getting still angrier.
"We've always spoken of pure, noble things, of a proud humanity. And if
you and your like cannot understand his language, if you insist--"
"One moment, my dear," Mrs. Jula interrupted her. "No need to be
insulting. I came to you out of good motives. As for the others--it was
_toute même chose_ to me. I even licked my chops. But _you_, I love
you, even if you don't want to have anything to do with me. _You_ he's
to leave as you are. And last night, when I saw how far things had gone,
I couldn't quiet down. I had to come to you before he--"
"Really, you're mistaken," said Lilly, though unable to refrain from a
furtive glance at the clock.
Mrs. Jula, upon whom the glance was not lost, made a little grimace.
"Never mind. When the bell rings I'll slide out through the guest room.
But before then I am in hopes of having completed my work. See here,
child"--she seated herself at one end of the sofa and drew Lilly down
beside her--"why, all of us poor women crave to rise again, or once did,
when like you we were tolerably faithful to the one. At the
psychological moment, enter Dr. Salmoni. He doesn't have to work so hard
for some of us, but he seems to like it. He must first salivate on us
like an adder on a sparrow. He has various methods. With a cold mug like
Karla, of course, he behaves very differently from the way he behaves
with such as you or me. To us he says in the beginning: 'I cannot get
over my astonishment at seeing you in these surroundings. Tell me, what
seek you here?'"
Lilly started.
"Well, did he, or didn't he?"
"Yes--but--"
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