But the freshness of the wind redolent of moss and pine needles did her
good. She battled against its might, taking long strides. Her cheeks
tingled, her frozen blood thawed, and sent fresh life pulsating through
her fallow body.
And her fallow soul.
Suddenly she shook with a fit of laughter. It was all nonsense, her
regret and her yearning, Richard's snobbish ambition, his mother's
eternal marriage schemes. Even the respectability she desired was
utterly vapid.
What would she do with it? She, Lilly the free, the wild, the ruined?
There was something else, something higher. There must be. Not in Dr.
Salmoni's sense. No, oh, no. Something as hard and pure and
life-bringing as this March wind sweeping through her limbs.
Above her in a pine tree she heard a chipping sound which she had
learned to recognise at Lischnitz. It was a call both of fear and
invitation, which ended in a snappy "Tshek-tshek."
Lilly stood still, looked up, and whistled.
A pair of squirrels had been chasing about the trunk in corkscrew lines,
and now, at her appearance, stood stock still in fright.
"Tshek-tshek," Lilly clucked to incite the little red coats to play. She
did not succeed, and picked up a pebble from the ground.
Just as she was about to throw it, she saw, behind a tree trunk, two
eyes fastened on her, large, questioning astonished eyes, which narrowed
under her gaze, and darkened, and tried to turn away, but could not. She
knew those eyes. She had looked into them long, long, long ago.
But, no, she had not; she had never before seen them.
The young man who, like herself, had been watching the squirrels play
and was still standing half-concealed behind the trunk, his hat in his
hand, was an utter stranger. Impossible that she had ever in her life
met him. If she had, she would never have forgotten him.
It was not easy to forget that serious, reserved Greek face, with the
nervous nose narrow across the bridge and the shining dreamer's eyes.
His appearance was not extremely elegant. It pleased Lilly better so.
He wore a brown, somewhat old-fashioned overcoat, and the suit beneath,
of which she caught a glimpse, was of a woolly material sprinkled with
little tufts, by no means of German make and certainly not English.
Gradually life came into him. He put on his hat, and stepped from behind
the tree.
"Now he'll speak to me," the sickening thought shot through Lilly's
mind.
No. He merely raised his hat, glanced at her again for the fraction of a
second with an expression of query, astonishment, and, at the same time
recognition, walked past her, and took the way she had just come.
Lilly also wanted to leave the spot, but she was unable to; and since
she must not be discovered looking after him she hid behind the same
tree that had concealed him.
"I wonder whether he will look back."
No. He did not look back either. She felt hurt and neglected.
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