"Nonsense, beauty!" Lilly cried, glowing all over. "Who thinks of such
silliness?"
"The person upon whom nature has bestowed such a gift," he went on, "has
many reasons for being on her guard. For instance, it's a piece of good
luck for you that you chanced upon so strict and correct a young man as
I am. Another man with a more frivolous nature than mine would have made
an entirely different use of an excursion like this. You may be sure of
that."
Lilly stared at him. She was carried away by a whirl of obscure and
disagreeable thoughts. What did he want of her? Was he reproaching her?
Did he scorn her because of her most sacred feelings?
"Oh, dear," she said, utterly discomposed. "I wish we were at home."
"Understand me," he began again. "I am by no means a Pharisee. I have a
thorough comprehension of the weaknesses of human nature. I am only
offering you a bit of advice in all modesty, and some day you will thank
me for it. It is not for nothing that a fellow has his principles.
Should we ever meet again later in life, you will, I hope, not have to
be ashamed of the friend of your youth."
"If it's a question of shame," something within Lilly cried, "then I
ought to feel ashamed now, and of myself."
Forward, undignified, ill-bred--that was what she held herself to be for
having begged him to take this morning walk.
Yet there had been nothing evil in the thing! Where had the evil
suddenly come from?
The chimes were still making music, the sun was still weaving its net of
gold about her. She saw nothing, she heard nothing, so very ashamed she
was. She wanted to run away, but did not dare even to stir.
As for him he no longer looked as if he needed comforting. His manner
expressed the quiet satisfaction a man feels with a piece of work just
completed.
A blackberry had remained sticking in a crevice in the seat of the
bench.
"One mustn't get spots on one's clothes," he admonished, and stuck the
berry in his mouth, slowly crunching the seeds between his teeth.
Lilly pulled herself together, and caught up her work-bag.
"What are you carrying there?" he asked. "It looks so heavy."
Lilly in terror clutched the bag tight.
"Only the house key," she stammered.
Then they went home.
"If only I could change his mind," she thought, "so that he would have a
favorable opinion of me again."
Nothing better occurred to her than to stoop at the wayside and pluck
the finest field flowers she could reach to offer to him as a farewell
gift instead of that other gift, the mere thought of which made her feel
like a goose.
She handed him the bouquet keeping her eyes turned aside. He thanked her
with a pretty bow, and twirled the bamboo cane with the silver
handle--an heirloom of which he had just come into possession. He swung
it boldly about his head, the way future corps students do before making
a high carte.
Lilly in her dejection and humiliation was unable to say a word.
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