"He's the very one!" Lilly exclaimed, eager to cast a ray of her own
confidence into his heart. "When somebody is like you, with the mark of
greatness on his face, then the world lies at his feet."
She described a semicircle with her right hand, taking in the entire
plain, its green bushes and silvery streams and the city with its wreath
of swelling gardens lying embedded in the fields like a lark's nest in a
meadow. Lilly felt as if she were showing him a small copy of his future
realm.
He nodded several times in the dejected consciousness of knowing better
than she what the world is like.
"Dear me, it's hard," he observed, "very, very hard."
She wanted whether or no to convince him of his own ability to conquer,
and growing warmer and warmer continued with her peroration.
"If only I could express what I know and feel. If only I could give you
some of my own assurance. Look at me, poor thing that I am. I have no
father or mother, and no friends. If at least I could have stayed at
school and graduated. But here I am, without a vocation, without money,
without clothes for the winter--not even a decent pair of shoes." She
stuck out the worn tips of her old boots, which until now she had kept
carefully hidden. "I don't get as much to eat as I need either; and if I
come home too late to-day, I shall be whipped. Yet I know that happiness
is lying in wait for me. It is here already--in every breeze that blows
my way, in every sunbeam that smiles at me--the whole world is
happiness--the whole world is music--everything's a Song of
Songs--everything's a Song of Songs!"
She turned from him with an impetuous movement, to keep him from seeing
how she was quivering all over.
Down in the city the chimes began to ring. St. Mary, once the cathedral,
now the chief Protestant church, came first with its three resounding
clangs. St. George uttered a clear third E-G--on high festivals it added
a paternal, rumbling C. More bells followed. St. Anne's thin tinkling
joined in--modest, yet to be distinguished the instant it began. There
was a secret whispering and calling in it: "We know each other, we love
each other, and St. Joseph says 'Good morning.'"
Lilly's friend seemed to have used the period of her silence in order to
win back his spiritual balance. With the little air of didactic dignity
that he liked to assume when he felt he had the advantage in a
situation, he began:
"I am almost inclined to think we don't quite understand each other. I
was at great pains to make a careful study of the problems of life, and
so I see somewhat deeper into things than you. I'm up to snuff about the
so-called illusions of youth. I know what men are worth, and I should
advise you to be a little more cautious about what you do."
"What do you mean?" she asked, astounded.
He gave her a sidewise smile with an air of mingled superiority and
uncertainty.
"Well, beauty carries certain dangers in its train."
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