"Well, in the jeweler's window at the Altmarkt?"
"We were always forbidden to stand in front of shop windows."
Mr. Pieper laughed his vilest laugh.
"I advise you when you are out walking with your husband to stand in
front of _every_ shop window. Such little attentions may seldom be
reclaimed. Pay special regard to pearls. In that way you will lay by a
little reserve which will stand you in mighty good stead in your hour of
need--and your hour of need will come, you may be sure it will."
Lilly nodded her head and thought:
"I will never, never, do that."
Mr. Pieper stroked his shining bald spot several times with his plump,
white hand, and continued:
"Well, what else have I to say to you? I have a good deal more advice to
give, but I fear not being understood. Just one thing, for the first few
months. Marriage, no matter what sort of marriage, causes a peculiar
derangement of the nervous system in natures like yours. Should you feel
an inclination to cry, take a bromide. In general, take plenty of
bromides--whether in case of great love, or--hm--great aversion. At
certain times pull a cap over your head, so that you see nothing, hear
nothing, and feel nothing, and, as it were, shunt yourself off from what
goes on around you, yourself, your volition, and your feelings. The
close atmosphere of the chamber which will at first envelope you will
gradually evaporate--in this case probably at the end of a few months.
Then you will breathe fresh air again, and instead of a tester, you will
once more see the heaven of your maiden days. But, whatever happens, it
is dangerous when one's nerves are overstimulated, to direct one's fancy
too much upon the immediate environment and seek the necessary
compensation that very instant. Turn from what is near, and dream about
the remote blue mountains. Let your happiness ever dwell at a safe
distance. You are young. It will draw closer. Give it time to become
full fledged. I assume you haven't understood a word."
"Oh, yes I have," stammered Lilly, who wished not to be considered
stupid, though he was right--his words fell upon her like hailstones, of
which she was able to gather only a few here and there. Nevertheless,
she had understood the last part, that about dreaming of the remote blue
mountains. It did her heart good, and she would take his advice.
"However that may be," Mr. Pieper continued, "some sentence or other
will occur to you on occasion. One point more, the most delicate of all,
because it is, so to speak, the most spiritual. If what is about you
gives no sound or response, if it does not echo to your call, you must
not grieve, nor attempt to alter it. Cracked bells should not be rung.
Rather make your own music. If I am not mistaken, you have a whole
orchestra at your disposal."
"I have the Song of Songs," thought Lilly, triumphantly.
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