"Colonel, dear, _dear_ colonel! A few sheets of music, and some songs,
that's all, I swear to you, _dear_ colonel."
The droll innocence of her plea stirred his emotions; that humble,
unconscious "colonel" set him laughing again. Besides, the daughter of a
musician, as he knew her to be, might be expected to have ambitions.
"You yourself probably compose?" he asked.
"No--no--no--it's not that," she moaned. "But don't look in--give it
back to me--if you don't, I'll jump out of the window. I will, by God
and all the saints!"
She pleased him so well with her eyes stretched in deadly terror, with
her hair loosened by the struggle, with the expression of a tragic muse
on the sweet, delicately cut child's face, that he wanted to enjoy the
rare sight a little longer.
Accordingly, he assumed a black expression, and pretended to be what a
few moments ago he had actually been.
She fell on her knees, and clasping his legs, stammered and whispered,
almost choked with shame and distress:
"If you give it back to me, you can do with me whatever you want. I will
do whatever you want. I won't resist any more."
The bargain, it struck him, was to his advantage.
"Shake hands on it?" he asked.
"Shake hands," she replied. "And never ask questions--yes?"
"If you swear to me by your St. Joseph it's nothing but music."
"And the libretto, I swear."
He handed her the roll, and she gave herself up to him--sold herself to
the man who already possessed her for the Song of Songs, of which he had
robbed her.
* * * * *
The rays of early morning shining on her eyes through curtains striped
with yellow awoke her. She was resting comfortably pressed against
something warm. She had slept deliciously.
What had happened to her came back to her slowly.
She leaned over and wanted to kiss him.
He was lying with his head thrown back, his mouth open. The light from
the windows was playing on his shiny, furrowed chin. Little veins
crisscrossed his gaunt cheeks like streams on a map. The inky moustache
glistened with pomade. His eyelids were folded over so often that Lilly
thought if they were stretched to their length they would reach to the
tip of his nose.
"He doesn't look bad," she said to herself, but the idea of kissing him
passed out of her mind.
She got up without making a sound, and all the time she dressed he did
not stir. The old cavalry man was blessed with sound sleep.
She wrote on a sheet of hotel paper, "have gone to church," laid the
sheet between his fingers, and slipped out, down the steps and past the
porter, who was so astonished he forgot to pull off his cap.
The streets of the little town were dreaming in the quiet of the winter
morning. Hillocks of snow swept from the middle of the street were
heaped in rows along the gutters. A black swarm of crows squatted in a
circle about the frozen fountain in the market-place. The faint sound of
sleigh bells penetrated the grey air.
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