The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's RomanceBabcock, Bernie
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The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's Romance
Babcock, Bernie
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Fiction; Rutledge, Ann, -1835 -- Fiction
"Sometime there will come to your heart joy like the wild, glad,
singing joy of my life when I could run and shout. It will be then that
the singing, shouting soul of Ann Rutledge is quite near, helping you
rejoice. Sometimes when you are tired and weak and the way is dark,
you will feel new strength bearing you up. It will be the soul of Ann
Rutledge, strong and free trying to help you out of the gloom. And when
you feel the force of that strange power that makes you different from
all other men--that makes you tenderer and stronger--when you feel
something pushing you on to greater things as the wild phlox is pushed
through the sod into the sun-shine, it knows not how, the soul of Ann
Rutledge will be as close as your own breath to whisper her unshaken
faith in your effort. Then there will be quiet times, perhaps lonely
times, when apart from all the world you will feel a gentle tugging at
your heart. It will be the soul of Ann Rutledge saying 'I do not want
to be forgotten.' ... And when you get old, dear, dear Abraham, when
your eyes are too dim to see other faces than those of the long-gone
past, you will hear her voice who has been sleeping under the grass for
fifty years--the voice of Ann Rutledge calling you on--the unforgetting
love of Ann Rutledge as strong and fresh as when she shouted on the
heights and gave herself to you."
She had been speaking slowly, softly, yet with deep feeling as if half
to herself. She was not looking at the man beside her, whose bronzed
face had undergone a transformation.
"Ann--Ann," he cried, "for God's sake what are you talkin' about?" and
he bent and looked into her face.
"Dear, dear Abraham," she said soothingly, and she held her lips in a
close pressure against his forehead, his cheeks, his eyes.
"I did not want to tell you we are going to part. It seemed I could
not. And yet--yet--Oh, Abraham!--I am so tired--so tired, and the heart
of me beats weaker every day."
He put her back on the pillow and threw himself down beside her. She
put her arms about his neck, drew his head against her breast, wiped
the tears which were streaming down his brown cheeks and tried to
comfort him as a mother comforts a child.
A few moments he sobbed. Then he arose and straightened himself to his
full height.
"Ann," he said, "it's all a mistake. I believe there is a God. If
there is and He has any heart in Him, He will spare me this. I have had
nothin' but you--I ask nothin' but you. I have never loved any woman
but you, and I never shall, for none can take your place. If you should
be taken away I will never live long enough to get over the loss. God
knows this. He is not cruel. He will not let it be so--He will not,
Ann!"
He sat down on the edge of the bed and put his arm around her.
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