The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's RomanceBabcock, Bernie
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The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's Romance
Babcock, Bernie
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Fiction; Rutledge, Ann, -1835 -- Fiction
After a night by the grave of his dead, Abe Lincoln set out at twilight
of the second day to visit the places where she who seemed yet living
had lived.
Turning his face toward New Salem he made his way slowly along the
well-known roadway to the place where he had dropped his bundle and
listened on a never-to-be-forgotten night to a sweet voice singing on
the heights. Then he had been a friendly stranger in New Salem. How
fast the years had gone. What long and patient waiting and what fulness
of joy had been their measure. But now the cup was bitter to the brim
with the stupefying potion of dead hope and the gall of human loss.
In the shadow of the bluff he paused. He moved nearer the bluff, raised
his face and, with a feverish expectancy, listened. As he stood the
drowsy stillness was broken by the far, faint tinkle of a cow-bell. For
a moment the mirage of hope set his heart beating with spasmodic joy.
It was all a fearful dream--all a heart crushing unreality. She was
yet up on the heights, alive, glad, singing and shouting. He listened,
even straining his ear for the first notes of her glad, free song.
As if she were not yet beyond sound of his voice he called: "Ann! Ann!"
Again he listened intently.
The gray of twilight deepened. The dim music of the far-away bell
dissolved itself in a pervading hush, and all was still.
In a voice suggesting the pain of a fresh blow, the man in the shadow
whispered with upturned face, "Ann! Ann!" The whisper, too, was
gathered into the all-enveloping gloom and silence.
He went a little farther on, the soft music of water running over
stones came to his ear. It was the stream in the schoolroom where ferns
had been books and God had been the teacher.
Mechanically he turned toward it. The swollen stream across which he
had carried Ann on a night not so long ago was smaller now. He stepped
across.
The gray of the open road deepened in the fern-dell into gloom. But
no light was needed to bring to the vision of the man the picture of
one he yet sought in the land of the living. Again he saw her with the
sun-shine falling over the red-gold tresses of her wreath-bound hair
as she sat on the ledge of rock. Again he heard her voice but he was
too numb now to remember its message.
Groping his way to the stone, he knelt beside it and spread his hands
over the place where she had sat. His fingers came in contact with dead
leaves. Feeling along the way they lay he found the wreath, yet there,
that had been a crown on May day. Lifting it gently he cried: "Oh, Ann!
Ann! It cannot be. You have not gone away forever! You will come back
to me! We will have our little home! Oh, Ann! Ann!" His pleading voice
ended in a groan. He dropped his face against the faded leaves.
How long he remained by the rock and the wreath he did not know. After
a time, like a crushed and wounded animal, he crept from the place and
proceeded on his way toward the village.
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