The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's RomanceBabcock, Bernie
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The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's Romance
Babcock, Bernie
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Fiction; Rutledge, Ann, -1835 -- Fiction
"Oh, Abraham!" she said with a start. "You don't mean that Jesus loved
Mary."
"Of course He did. Didn't he love everybody? What else can you make of
the incident where Mary, so anxious to show her love in some unusual
way, went to the dinner where she emptied her vase of costly perfumes
on his hair and feet? Do you remember that her act immediately called
forth unkind comment and the sort of criticism that hurts a gentle
woman beyond the power of words to tell? What did Jesus do? Did He sit
by dumb like a coward and let her feelin's be wounded when, whether
wisely or unwisely she had sought to prove her love? Was He afraid of
those sharp-tongued men? I tell you, Ann, every time I read the story,
this Jesus the world loves looms up bigger and grander and more heroic
and sublime! Such tender consideration as He showed marks a man, a man.
Do you remember what He said as she sat with her eyes full of tears
before these men? 'Let her alone,' He said; then He spoke the few words
which were forever to link the name of Mary with that of Jesus, even as
He prophesied."
While Ann was considering this somewhat new view of an old story her
Mother's voice was heard calling, "Don't forget to cover the coals,
Ann."
Ann reached for the shovel.
"Not yet," he said, taking her hand and moving his chair closer to
hers. She did not try to withdraw her hand from the large one that
held it.
For a moment he sat looking into the fire. Then he turned to her.
"Ann," he said in a low voice, and unsteady, "Ann Rutledge, look at me.
I have something to say to you."
Ann turned her face to his. For a moment he seemed to search it with a
gaze as tender as it was masterful and as pleading as it was secure.
"We are goin' to cover the coals," he said. "Do you know, Ann, that
hearts are hearthstones where women keep the live fire burnin'? My
hearthstone has been ash-strewn and cold--with nobody to cover the
coals?"
She felt the large hand around hers tighten its grasp, but he yet
looked into the fire.
When he spoke again it was with a different tone. The pleading was
gone. There was a tone of masterful security in it.
"Ann," he said, "we have been waitin' for a letter. It has not come.
The time is now past when one or ten thousand letters refusin' to
release you would avail anything. When a man loves a woman as I love
you, it is his God-ordained privilege to get her. Do you understand?
I _love_ you. I have loved you since before I ever saw your face. It
came to me the night I heard you singin' on the heights. I love you
more than anything on earth or in heaven and I feel some way that love
like this can come but once. I _love_ you and I would give my life to
have you mine--to cover the coals on the hearthstone of my heart."
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