The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's RomanceBabcock, Bernie
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The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's Romance
Babcock, Bernie
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Fiction; Rutledge, Ann, -1835 -- Fiction
"Then I can help you study, and you can help me. I will have to pry you
away from your books, perhaps, and poke food into your mouth."
And so they laughed and planned and kept close to each other until he
said, "Ann, you're not going your usual gait to-night. Are you tired?"
"Yes--and I don't know why. I haven't done anything much to-day. Let's
take hold of hands as we did at the May party and play we're children,
only I'll walk if you don't mind. How big and strong and comfortable
your hand is Abraham. I could shut my eyes and almost believe it was
God leading me on."
He held her hand a little tighter. She stopped a moment to cough.
"Hadn't we better go in, Ann?"
"No. It's such a lovely evening--like the night at the mill, and I do
not see you often--not half enough. I could not endure it, only I know
that we are both working hard so that just a little later we can be
together all the time. Let me stay out a long while with you. I love to
be near you."
"As you say," he answered, "but I'm not so forgetful this time," and
he took off his coat and wrapped it about her. They went on a little
farther until they came to the steps over the stile and here they sat
down and he drew her close to him.
Somewhere down in the shadows a whippoor-will called. Then from far
across the meadow the drowsy tinkle of a cow-bell reached their ears.
"Listen, Ann," Abe said. "It makes me think of the night I heard you
singin' on the bluff--the night I fell in love with the soul of you
before I knew what your body looked like. The tinkle of a cow-bell will
make me think of you and your song as long as I live."
"Just as the smell of wild-plum blossoms will make me hear the mellow
music of a horn floating over river and trees and make me think of you
as long as I live."
"Can't you sing for me, Ann--your pilgrim song? How I would like to
hear your clear voice ring out here just now."
"How strong I was then," Ann said reflectively. "It seems a long time
ago. Just now I am not so much of a pilgrim as when I herded home the
cows. Pilgrims are on the way somewhere you know, and I'm not traveling
much these days--just to my school and back and helping mother. Will
you wait until next time you come? I'll be myself again by then."
"Look--the evenin' star is coming up," he said pointing. "Twilight and
evenin' star and here we two sit together. Isn't it wonderful? The
world is new to me, Ann. The same fields are here, the same woods, the
same river flowin' between its wooded banks, the same sun, the same
people, and yet all is changed--and all because of you. I hold that man
to be most pitied of all men who does not know the meanin' of love. I
used to wonder just what was meant by the words 'God is love' until
I met you. Now I know that _love_ is _life_. God is the life of the
world. This is love and so with the end of June old things have passed
away. All has become new. My cup runneth over."
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