England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"Ah-h-h! Another queer notion is this: the best seem to go first, Fancy;
some of the young officers. Why? I figure it out that death is a big
prize to such. It does explain things a bit, don't it? They get their
reward---quick! And then I set to figuring who is best. God Almighty
knows. One feller in my platoon, before I got my stripes, was a
right-down scallywag, a gaol-bird."
"My!"
"'Twas his notion about death being a prize for the lucky ones. And he
told me that he loved to think how bad he'd been, because he reckoned
himself safe, sure to be one of the last to be called. Next week, he was
blown to a pulp, except his face, and on that was the queerest smile I
ever saw. I helped to carry in what was left."
She clung closer to him. He said in his ordinary genial tones:
"I feel myself again in Blighty, dear. But I want no unpleasantness with
William Saint or any one else. I think, night and day, of you, soon to
be my dear wife."
Love-making rolled on smoothly, as before the war.
But what Alfred had said remained in Fancy's mind. It explained much
that had puzzled her ever since she was able to think: her father's
ill-health and ill-fortune, her mother's premature death, and the big
casualty-lists. If life was a dream--! If reality lay beyond--! Then all
the mysteries, the inequalities, the apparent injustices, could be
explained. Such an explanation is old as human thought. It can be found
in the Vedas, in the Bible, in the writings of the Gnostics, in some of
the pagan and modern philosophies. Fancy, however, was neither concerned
nor interested in speculations veiled in words she could not understand.
Alfred's queer notions were his and hers, rushlights shining in the
darkness. But terror touched her heart, when she applied the obvious
conclusion to herself. If the best were taken, why then Alfred would be
numbered amongst them.
As her wedding-day approached, this apprehension grew fainter and then
disappeared for a time. She resolved to live in the present, not in the
shadows of past or future. Such resolution has been a fairy godmother's
gift to young women in Fancy's class of life. They turn their eyes
gratefully to the sun whenever it shines upon them.
She had never been so happy before.
It was arranged that part of the honeymoon should be spent in London.
After three days' sight-seeing, the pair would return to Mrs. Yellam's
cottage. Alfred bestowed upon Fancy a black fur stole and muff, a
wrist-watch, and a pair of silver-backed hair-brushes.
She placed these oblations upon a chair near her bed, so that her eyes
could gloat upon them the last thing at night and the first thing in the
morning.
Sergeant George Mucklow, V. C., promised to act as best man.
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