The Soul of the Soldier: Sketches from the Western Battle-FrontTiplady, Thomas
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The Soul of the Soldier: Sketches from the Western Battle-Front
Tiplady, Thomas
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, English
The chaplain fears that he will faint and become a hindrance instead of
a help when he first sees blood and torn limbs in the dressing station;
and the recruit is afraid of being afraid in the hour of battle and of
bringing dishonor and weakness upon his regiment. He will be glad when
the trial is over--when he knows the stuff of which nature has made him.
A friend of mine told me one day that he was walking over a heavily
shelled field with a young aristocrat of a highly strung temperament.
The man was afraid, but would not yield to his fear. His lips twitched
and his face became drawn and white. His movements were jerky but he
made no other sign. He talked about paltry things in which, at the
moment, he had not the slightest interest, and passed jocular or
sardonic remarks about the things that were happening around them. My
friend ducked his head when a shell burst near as we all have done often
enough, but the young aristocrat kept his head as high and stiff as if
he were being crowned. He held it up defiantly; was it not filled with
the bluest blood of England? The shells might blow it off if they
liked. That was their concern, not his, but they should never make him
bow. His fathers had fought on British battlefields for centuries, and
had never bowed their heads to a foe, and he would not break the great
tradition. Shells might break his neck but they should never bend it.
He would face the enemy with as stiff an upper-lip and as stiff a neck
as ever his fathers did. He knew his personal weakness and reinforced
his strength with that of his fathers’. He was not afraid of death. He
was afraid of being afraid.
My friend was a coachman’s son who by courage and capacity of the
highest order had won a commission. He had no traditions either to
haunt or help him, and he had often been tried in the fire and knew his
strength. He was not afraid of being afraid. It was natural to duck
when a shell burst near and it did him no harm and made no difference to
the performance of his duties; so he ducked as he felt inclined, and
then laughed at his nerves for the tricks they were allowing the shells
to play on them. But, knowing his companion’s more sensitive nature and
temperamental weakness, he was immensely impressed by his stiff neck and
proudly erect head. He showed a self-control which only centuries of
breeding could give. Here was a hero indeed. The shells he was defying
were as nothing to the fears which haunted his imaginative nature and
which, with his back to the wall of his family traditions, he was
fighting and keeping at bay. My friend could not refrain from
complimenting him on resisting the natural tendency to duck the head
when a shell screamed above them.
"Eton boys never duck," replied the young aristocrat.
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